Forgot I didn't have anything at home to cook for lunch today, so I ended up going to the Chinese place on my way back to work. Guess who I ran into? Remember SSG? Cute little thing I had a big crush on a while back? We got to talk a little after I placed my order & she grabbed hers. Her first comment to me (after 'Hi' of course) was, "You look a lot different with a beard!". I wasn't really too self-conscious about it, but I did feel a bit old. Oh well, didn't seem to bother her too much, so that was nice. She's still working there, although she's taking a break from college for a bit. We didn't have more than a minute or two, but she did ask why I hadn't been coming there anymore, which I was kinda glad about (means she missed me! That's what I'm going to tell myself anyway! lol). I told her I'd try to stop up again sometime, and I think maybe I will. Not really keen on the food, but I'd forgotten how much I liked talking with her (& how damn cute she is!) It'd be nice to have an innocent local crush again (innocent meaning I know nothing will come from it). I can't start going back on any kind of regular basis though.
Anyway, not much new; 1st time back to strongman training last Sat in a long while, and of course, I'm having a slight back issue again. It's ok though, it means I have a weak point somewhere in my thoracic & I need to figure it out. Still haven't started running, mostly because of the music - the last two times I could've gone, I was playing guitar for that guy. I could go tonight, but the weather's *really* shitty, like, white-out conditions. Not a good time for a 1st run, imo.
Turns out I've got a short in the headlight wire on my cycle, so I might have to take it in. I removed the headlight & pulled the wires out of the housing then left it to sit. When I came back out to the garage to lift the other night, the battery tender had a red light on & said 'weak', so I'm pretty sure it's one of the wires I repaired last time I had it apart. I might try to fix it myself, but I obviously didn't do it that well the 1st time, so...
Been debating texting CC again. Well, I know I want to, but I'm trying to decide when. Was going to last week, but didn't follow through, then thought I might this week, but Sun is V-day, and I thought it might be awkward, seeing how she's dating someone now. I wanted to see if they had a chance to take the trip to Florida she talked about, but I don't know if that's really enough of a reason to write!? Ugh. I always second-guess myself whenever I think of her. I should probably just let it go completely, but... *sigh*
The roads are shit, and I have to drive to A2 on Sun for my annual visit to the cemetery. I hope they improve by then, driving that far in shitty weather sucks, especially for something like this. For a split second, I considered not going, but as soon as I thought it, I knew I'm not ready for that yet.
For now, I guess I'll just try not to think about it.
6:50 p.m. - 2016-02-12
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