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Recent entries:
2024-03-18 /
Eventually.
2024-03-16 /
Another validating article.
2024-03-02 /
Recognition
2024-02-29 /
Workout, and anticipation of depression.
2024-02-28 /
Slow start back.
2024-02-24 /
Not recovering, and equipment sale.
2024-02-17 /
Week-long illness
2024-02-12 /
It figures.
2024-02-05 /
Slackersezwut?
2024-02-03 /
New (recent) PR
2024-02-02 /
List of current anxieties
2024-02-01 /
Two more deletions.
2024-01-30 /
Out with the old.
2024-01-28 /
Itemized, INPO
2024-01-01 /
Moving on.
2023-12-24 /
X-mas. can. suck. it.
2023-12-24 /
Here comes that rainy day feeling again...
2023-12-13 /
上を向いて歩こう (I Look Up as I Walk)
2023-12-07 /
Edited.
2023-12-05 /
Sad news.
2023-12-05 /
Down.
2023-11-22 /
Frustrated again.
2023-11-19 /
Ruminations on health-related stuff.
2023-11-19 /
Addendum.
2023-11-19 /
What's with Mr. Gloomy Gus?
2023-11-18 /
A difficult 5-6 weeks, pt2.
2023-11-18 /
A difficult 5-6 weeks, pt1.
2023-11-11 /
Like today.
2023-11-04 /
Addendum.
2023-11-04 /
Life is hard, get a helmet.
2023-10-28 /
Not much of an update.
2023-09-17 /
Sauna warranty, profile block, and therapy.
2023-09-13 /
Three dull topics.
2023-09-09 /
Date that wasn't.
2023-09-07 /
Car is back.
2023-09-06 /
Annoyed, but...
2023-09-04 /
Disenchanted.
2023-09-03 /
Good convo, but mentally drained.
2023-09-03 /
Scents of fall
2023-08-30 /
Feeling defeated again.
2023-08-29 /
A bit of proof.
2023-08-26 /
Going Nowhere
2023-08-22 /
Appointment made.
2023-08-20 /
No motivation to write.
2023-08-18 /
すべてのことを少しだけ
2023-08-16 /
Unintentional persistance.
2023-08-14 /
A bit of progress?
2023-08-11 /
Missing Sarah.
2023-08-11 /
The negativity is strong tonight.
2023-08-11 /
Rough day/week/month.
2023-08-08 /
At a loss.
2023-08-07 /
Frustrations, pt 2
2023-08-07 /
Frustrations, pt 1
2023-07-25 /
How is this possible?
2023-07-25 /
1st of 3.
2023-07-24 /
Body Chemistry.
2023-07-21 /
Fender bender.
2023-07-19 /
Feeling worse physically.
2023-07-15 /
Being bullied.
2023-07-14 /
Lost, but what's new?
2023-07-10 /
Keep on keepin on.
2023-07-09 /
Surrender.
2023-07-09 /
Fed up with today.
2023-07-09 /
Underlying issue?
2023-07-09 /
Multiple endings?
2023-07-06 /
Fooling myself.
2023-07-01 /
Something to ponder.
2023-06-26 /
Spammers suck.
2023-06-21 /
Over it, again.
2023-06-18 /
It's the little things that count.
2023-06-16 /
Message from beyond?
2023-06-11 /
Echo Chamber
2023-06-04 /
MP, and the wake.
2023-05-27 /
No reply, and a strength PR of sorts.
2023-05-24 /
Vacation for no reason
2023-05-22 /
Some things more serious than others.
2023-05-19 /
I am a (different) rock.
2023-05-16 /
Frustrating schedule change.
2023-05-14 /
Back improvement on the cycle, PRs, and schedule change.
2023-05-14 /
Compliment.
2023-05-07 /
Physical Progress.
2023-05-03 /
On a positive note.
2023-04-30 /
Waste of an evening.
2023-04-27 /
Sleep it off.
2023-04-24 /
1st Date.
2023-04-21 /
Convo with Ma.
2023-04-16 /
Alternate timelines.
2023-04-14 /
Met a gal from online dating.
2023-04-09 /
And Now for Something...
2023-04-08 /
Allowing myself to spend a bit, and taxes.
2023-03-31 /
Getting restless, and dating thoughts
2023-03-29 /
Comparative.
2023-03-28 /
Worst pain ever.
2023-03-23 /
Lack of job prospects.
2023-03-11 /
Not going out.
2023-03-11 /
Intense music video
2023-03-09 /
Passport
2023-03-08 /
Dating site membership.
2023-03-03 /
Virtual meeting fail.
2023-02-26 /
Slight progress.
2023-02-21 /
Articles that have resonated with me the last couple days...
2023-02-20 /
Low.
2023-02-18 /
Self-delusion.
2023-02-17 /
Past.
2023-02-14 /
Association
2023-02-10 /
Empty
2023-02-09 /
Snapshot
2023-02-04 /
Big personal step.
2023-02-02 /
Silly issue.
2023-01-27 /
Internalizing envy.
2023-01-26 /
Exchange Student.
2023-01-21 /
Conflicted
2023-01-14 /
As expected, but not as hoped.
2023-01-13 /
日本語の練習 (Nihongo no renshū)
2023-01-02 /
Not today.
2023-01-01 /
1st ride of 2023, NYE, new work schedule, and catching up.
2023-01-01 /
Better than expected.
2023-01-01 /
Reflections.
2022-12-31 /
NYE plans.
2022-12-31 /
Year in review - 2022.
2022-12-31 /
Future vision, and conflicted feeling about NYE.
2022-12-30 /
Retro.
2022-12-29 /
Cold tub and max lifts.
2022-12-28 /
Pressing social desires.
2022-12-27 /
Interesting new YT channel
2022-12-26 /
Reminder, reasons.
2022-12-25 /
Same old...
2022-12-23 /
Random appropriateness
2022-12-22 /
Conclusion.
2022-12-21 /
Out of nowhere.
2022-12-18 /
Cold Tub, and 3-month plan.
2022-12-16 /
Mood after FIRE, sauna use cost, cold tub and WHM.
2022-12-11 /
Flip-side
2022-12-09 /
Nobody's real.
2022-12-06 /
People in this town disgust me.
2022-11-26 /
Logic vs. Fear
2022-11-25 /
Misfit.
2022-11-25 /
Covid Anxiety Syndrome?
2022-11-24 /
Trying to accept.
2022-11-22 /
Kind of lost.
2022-11-21 /
Should, but haven't.
2022-11-19 /
Anti-climactic.
2022-11-17 /
Article, and vacation
2022-11-12 /
Not reaching out.
2022-11-12 /
Another dream
2022-11-11 /
Chores, Dreams, and beer.
2022-11-10 /
Compromise
2022-11-07 /
Kind of pointless.
2022-11-03 /
Something new!
2022-11-02 /
Vaccine #1, cycle, and crown
2022-10-31 /
Out of nowhere.
2022-10-30 /
Japanese progress
2022-10-29 /
What is it about holidays & me?
2022-10-25 /
Deleted info, and skipping more workouts.
2022-10-23 /
Message sent, workouts delayed, and calculations/speculation.
2022-10-22 /
Health update, and request for help.
2022-10-21 /
Good enough for a workout.
2022-10-19 /
Update: Covid-Free
2022-10-18 /
Caught a bug.
2022-10-16 /
Update on the date & other thoughts.
2022-10-08 /
Various updates
2022-10-02 /
Workouts, gut health, and dating messages
2022-09-29 /
Slight regression, and dating reply.
2022-09-27 /
Progress, and not.
2022-09-25 /
Sick of pain
2022-09-20 /
Still sleeping like shit.
2022-09-15 /
Maybe it's just me.
2022-09-14 /
Underground.
2022-09-13 /
Early morning.
2022-09-12 /
Wake
2022-09-11 /
Scratch that...
2022-09-10 /
Experiment #2
2022-09-08 /
Glass half empty
2022-09-05 /
Not surprised.
2022-09-04 /
Tooth emergency, and change of plans
2022-09-01 /
Positive discovery, and road trip.
2022-08-31 /
Couldn't have explained it better
2022-08-31 /
New Pointless Crush
2022-08-27 /
Long-ish update.
2022-08-13 /
Unwitting detriment.
2022-08-09 /
Hormones?
2022-08-04 /
Pushin' too hard.
2022-08-02 /
Dullard.
2022-07-23 /
Probably
2022-07-20 /
More back pain.
2022-07-17 /
Flashback
2022-07-09 /
Been building for weeks.
2022-05-31 /
Moving on...
2022-05-29 /
Back to Zero
2022-05-29 /
High Anxiety.
2022-05-28 /
Day flew by, and dating quandry.
2022-05-27 /
Feeling alone.
2022-05-26 /
Better, and 4-day
2022-05-24 /
Small update.
2022-05-22 /
Just want to not hurt.
2022-05-17 /
FYI
2022-05-15 /
I'm a jerk.
2022-05-15 /
Pointless
2022-05-04 /
Two articles.
2022-04-25 /
More confirmation.
2022-04-24 /
Great workout, and desire for intimacy
2022-04-18 /
Easter card from my Mother
2022-04-17 /
Health update.
2022-04-16 /
Sick, but not?
2022-04-13 /
Mixed results.
2022-04-12 /
New Cold Tub Experiment
2022-04-10 /
Strongwoman world record!
2022-04-02 /
2nd update - cold exposure
2022-04-02 /
New Strongman Equipment
2022-03-26 /
New fitness purchases.
2022-03-24 /
Another piece.
2022-03-22 /
Very confusing.
2022-03-22 /
Hard to care
2022-03-19 /
Feeling better.
2022-03-19 /
Feeling 'apart'.
2022-03-13 /
A question of balance.
2022-03-12 /
Second thoughts.
2022-03-11 /
Three Things
2022-03-09 /
Just... why?
2022-03-05 /
Differences.
2022-03-04 /
Putting the pieces together.
2022-03-01 /
Reminder.
2022-02-27 /
Not worth the time.
2022-02-27 /
Years of training.
2022-02-26 /
Consistency.
2022-02-19 /
Feeling a bit better.
2022-02-16 /
Quick realization.
2022-02-16 /
Disappointing work meeting.
2022-02-09 /
Prognostication.
2022-02-08 /
Another cold dip.
2022-02-02 /
Cleaning house, so to speak.
2022-01-21 /
Cold tub update, and another P.S.
2022-01-21 /
"Imbeciles"
2022-01-18 /
Self-pride, annoyance, mild terror, and a new crush
2022-01-08 /
Cold exposure that's not the cold tub!
2022-01-01 /
Workout but no cold tub, and still ruminating on 'old friends'.
2022-01-01 /
Not surprised, just let down.
2021-12-31 /
Really?
2021-12-31 /
Year in review - 2021.
2021-12-30 /
Michiganders are dumb, and another cold tub dip
2021-12-29 /
Cold tub treatment and another dip.
2021-12-29 /
Cold tub sanitizing & back improvement.
2021-12-25 /
Going 'No-Contact'.
2021-12-24 /
Too much communication?
2021-12-23 /
Back issue still, Booster, and possible travel next year?
2021-12-22 /
A break from workouts & no replies yet.
2021-12-20 /
Another run/dip.
2021-12-20 /
Out of character, and thanks.
2021-12-19 /
Urges.
2021-12-18 /
Cold tub supplies, and 3rd dip.
2021-12-17 /
Whatever.
2021-12-16 /
Day two in the cold.
2021-12-15 /
Maiden voyage!
2021-12-15 /
Cold tub prep.
2021-12-13 /
Dental work, Expenses, etc.
2021-12-12 /
Non-rest day.
2021-12-11 /
Dental work, recovery/trying again, cold tub update.
2021-12-09 /
Dental work, chimney, digestive health, and fasting?
2021-12-07 /
Back to weight training.
2021-12-06 /
Giving up again.
2021-12-04 /
Running poorly, cycle storage, and drinking.
2021-12-02 /
Bad news at the dentist
2021-12-01 /
Turned down again.
2021-11-30 /
Car maintenance, and Gordo music analysis
2021-11-28 /
Running, and online-gal.
2021-11-27 /
DJ's fundraiser, vintage shop, new ring, and dating app messaging.
2021-11-27 /
Support local?
2021-11-25 /
Running, holiday, health.
2021-11-24 /
Minor accomplishments.
2021-11-24 /
Another brain dump.
2021-11-23 /
Gibran quote.
2021-11-21 /
Once I stop working, that is.
2021-11-20 /
Another minor setback.
2021-11-18 /
Never comes the day
2021-11-16 /
Pseudo-life.
2021-11-15 /
Brain dump.
2021-11-14 /
Back to running, and a wish to meet someone.
2021-11-13 /
Wide awake, and 1st snow.
2021-11-12 /
Pointless thoughts on dating.
2021-11-08 /
No luck.
2021-11-07 /
Annoyed.
2021-11-07 /
End of the season.
2021-11-06 /
Hobby, and health
2021-11-05 /
Another vaccine.
2021-11-03 /
News on the job front.
2021-11-02 /
Health related updates.
2021-10-18 /
New definition of an old problem.
2021-10-10 /
Partial update.
2021-10-08 /
Somewhat positive update.
2021-09-18 /
"No news is good news."
2021-09-06 /
...
2021-09-04 /
One-month goal, and a bit more negativity.
2021-09-02 /
Venting anger, and education/career education.
2021-08-29 /
Expected but unwelcome.
2021-08-24 /
Loss of a musical Legend.
2021-08-21 /
Poor little buddy.
2021-08-15 /
Group training again, and a long ride.
2021-08-09 /
Out of the blue
2021-08-07 /
Shoulds vs wants, and pain correlation
2021-08-02 /
Cause & Effect, or not?
2021-07-28 /
Not worthwhile
2021-07-27 /
Unexpected.
2021-07-24 /
Good ride
2021-07-23 /
Not unique
2021-07-18 /
Bo's fine
2021-07-10 /
Bo's medical emergency
2021-07-06 /
Minor injury
2021-07-06 /
1st date in years
2021-07-03 /
Return to Strongman training
2021-07-01 /
Sitting posture
2021-06-30 /
Somewhat successful evening
2021-06-29 /
Interesting decision
2021-06-27 /
Slight change.
2021-06-21 /
Could've done without this.
2021-06-20 /
Pointless day.
2021-06-16 /
Effort is wasted.
2021-06-13 /
New Road Trip
2021-06-12 /
Change.
2021-06-11 /
Socializing.
2021-06-08 /
Evening out?
2021-06-07 /
Unhealthy sleep, unhealthy me.
2021-06-07 /
People suck.
2021-06-05 /
"This is 'Ice Man' Wim Hof"...
2021-06-03 /
The bad news, explained.
2021-06-02 /
Visit from Bo, and prelude to bad news.
2021-05-24 /
Massage and Spine progress
2021-05-22 /
Great, long ride today, and a new N/A beer
2021-05-21 /
Important spinal progress
2021-05-18 /
Two surprises today, and neither one bad!
2021-05-17 /
Inertia.
2021-05-16 /
Quitting one thing, getting back to another.
2021-05-09 /
Not soon enough
2021-05-07 /
Staying in.
2021-05-02 /
Unsatisfied.
2021-05-01 /
Let down.
2021-04-30 /
Take a chance.
2021-04-20 /
Chance discoveries.
2021-04-18 /
Slightly Improved.
2021-04-17 /
Deserved.
2021-04-15 /
Let-down.
2021-04-12 /
Not really worth the effort.
2021-04-10 /
Another intimate dream
2021-04-09 /
Reminiscing
2021-04-08 /
Making sense of traumas.
2021-04-05 /
Third experiment confirmed, and Covid at work
2021-04-03 /
Good news / bad news.
2021-04-01 /
Rays of hope.
2021-03-12 /
Today's random thought:
2021-03-09 /
Meh.. update
2021-03-06 /
Too soon?
2021-02-28 /
Worthless
2021-02-19 /
Dreams, adjustments, and sleep tracking
2021-02-14 /
No use fighting.
2021-02-12 /
Craving, and alternative.
2021-02-11 /
Back issues still, and anniversary thoughts.
2021-02-10 /
Over it.
2021-02-08 /
No love for Sir Cliff? And Chiro appt.
2021-02-07 /
"We don't talk"
2021-02-06 /
Another bout of insomnia?
2021-02-04 /
5 things
2021-02-03 /
Back at it.
2021-02-02 /
Lack of contact.
2021-02-01 /
On the cusp.
2021-01-31 /
Adding low-impact "cardio".
2021-01-30 /
Dreaming in the past.
2021-01-27 /
Clarification?
2021-01-26 /
Really great day, finally! (with a caveat)
2021-01-25 /
Tracking fatigue.
2021-01-24 /
Revisiting.
2021-01-18 /
Milestone, and more.
2021-01-16 /
Spending spree?
2021-01-10 /
Human Anatomy site
2021-01-08 /
It's true.
2021-01-06 /
Fuck this president.
2021-01-03 /
Free online courses.
2021-01-01 /
Old School.
2021-01-01 /
New Intentions.
2020-12-31 /
NYE quandry
2020-12-30 /
Frivolous new purchase!
2020-12-26 /
A different approach?
2020-12-25 /
Drop-in?
2020-12-24 /
Ugh, holidays again?
2020-12-24 /
Heated grips success!
2020-12-21 /
Persona
2020-12-15 /
Quote from a favorite author
2020-12-14 /
General update:
2020-12-13 /
Fooling yourself.
2020-12-11 /
Analogy
2020-12-07 /
No help
2020-12-06 /
Staying home
2020-12-05 /
Meh.
2020-12-02 /
More negative than positive
2020-11-28 /
Busy work
2020-11-27 /
Money well spent.
2020-11-26 /
Unusually pleasant holiday
2020-11-25 /
Physical isolation
2020-11-23 /
Update to last entry.
2020-11-22 /
Brain won't shut off.
2020-11-19 /
Article, and vacation.
2020-11-16 /
Explanation of depression, pt 2
2020-11-16 /
Thanks, and clarification.
2020-11-15 /
Resignation or acceptance?
2020-11-13 /
...
2020-11-12 /
...
2020-11-11 /
Fed up & drunk.
2020-11-11 /
Sad but true...
2020-11-10 /
This was brilliant!
2020-11-09 /
Truck sold!
2020-11-07 /
Driveway space.
2020-11-05 /
Ugh.
2020-11-03 /
More "update" than I expected.
2020-10-30 /
Step 1?
2020-10-26 /
Misjudged.
2020-10-22 /
My life is pointless.
2020-10-22 /
...
2020-10-17 /
Burnt out.
2020-10-12 /
Question to explore, and taking another step towards FI
2020-10-08 /
Possibilities.
2020-10-01 /
...
2020-09-24 /
Against my better judgement.
2020-09-12 /
Heat.
2020-09-11 /
getting used to it.
2020-09-09 /
Furnace, after-trip, message, and brokerage
2020-09-07 /
Ad nauseum.
2020-09-05 /
Next.
2020-09-05 /
Bleaker by contrast.
2020-09-04 /
Burnt out.
2020-09-03 /
Realization/reality?
2020-09-03 /
TC cycle trip.
2020-08-29 /
Workouts, bike service, and upcoming road trip
2020-08-24 /
Interesting Japanese cultural reference.
2020-08-22 /
Alone again, naturally.
2020-08-16 /
Surprise nostalgia
2020-08-12 /
A girl and her cat.
2020-08-05 /
Spine/hip trouble/improvements.
2020-08-04 /
Feeling guilty, finance, and a meetup group?
2020-08-02 /
Meltdown averted.
2020-08-02 /
Stuck with me.
2020-08-02 /
Oblivious.
2020-08-01 /
2nd thought.
2020-08-01 /
Resonant quote.
2020-07-31 /
Principle of Charity
2020-07-30 /
Unimportant.
2020-07-24 /
Can't handle...
2020-07-23 /
Work conflict.
2020-07-22 /
Non-volunteer, workouts, & diet.
2020-07-21 /
Covid at work.
2020-07-20 /
More learning.
2020-07-17 /
Old cycle repairs, and new language skills
2020-07-13 /
Appliances & cycle seat
2020-07-04 /
Pointless.
2020-07-01 /
Disappointment
2020-06-30 /
...
2020-06-23 /
Mistake.
2020-06-13 /
Not that it matters much.
2020-06-13 /
Undecided
2020-06-08 /
Anti-anniversary
2020-06-07 /
Frustrated & fed up.
2020-06-06 /
Needle in a haystack.
2020-06-05 /
Anti-climactic.
2020-06-03 /
Inconsequential.
2020-05-31 /
Should've knocked on wood or something?
2020-05-31 /
Better off?
2020-05-30 /
Too vulnerable?
2020-05-30 /
Slipping away.
2020-05-26 /
Not like you.
2020-05-26 /
Hopeless
2020-05-23 /
Accessories installation.
2020-05-22 /
Out of storage
2020-05-19 /
Still here.
2020-05-19 /
Depression re-post.
2020-04-25 /
Meh?
2020-04-24 /
Am I out of line?
2020-04-23 /
Ghost Town
2020-04-22 /
Ineffectual.
2020-04-20 /
Too much 'distance'?
2020-04-17 /
Stupid conservatives.
2020-04-17 /
Just a kid.
2020-04-16 /
Too much honesty? Probably.
2020-04-15 /
Struggle to cope
2020-04-14 /
Sounds nice.
2020-04-11 /
Patience.
2020-04-09 /
Heartache.
2020-04-09 /
Surprise holiday.
2020-04-08 /
Sorely disappointed.
2020-04-07 /
Not important.
2020-04-05 /
Necro-post
2020-04-04 /
W1m H0f on C0vid-19
2020-04-03 /
All the proof I need.
2020-04-03 /
No joke...
2020-04-02 /
1st long ride?
2020-04-02 /
Work update & rant.
2020-03-31 /
Mail Art!
2020-03-30 /
Normalcy amongst Chaos?
2020-03-28 /
Comfort of touch.
2020-03-26 /
This can't be normal, can it?
2020-03-25 /
Partial update
2020-03-22 /
Update that's not.
2020-03-16 /
Not even worth it.
2020-02-28 /
On guard.
2020-02-25 /
Cooking & work issues.
2020-02-20 /
Activities satisfaction.
2020-02-19 /
Just remember, life's a dick...
2020-02-17 /
Coincidence or Synchronicity?
2020-02-15 /
Another task completed.
2020-02-14 /
2nd miss...
2020-02-14 /
Special Delivery!
2020-02-14 /
Ship it already!
2020-02-11 /
Blockage.
2020-02-11 /
Ponderance.
2020-02-09 /
Seriously? Again? Ugh.
2020-02-07 /
Pain, pain, go away...
2020-02-06 /
Radio shipped, and checking out an open mic night.
2020-02-05 /
Good news on the car front, not so much, health.
2020-02-05 /
No sleep, more in control, and new phone.
2020-02-04 /
A change is gonna come...
2020-02-02 /
Sunny day, but...
2020-02-02 /
As usual, I'm fine again.
2020-02-01 /
*Sigh*
2020-02-01 /
Stressed out about everything.
2020-02-01 /
S.O.L.
2020-01-30 /
Irritated with the dealer.
2020-01-30 /
Progress, or not?
2020-01-27 /
Step 1.
2020-01-26 /
Familiarity.
2020-01-25 /
Volts & thanks!
2020-01-25 /
wasted effort
2020-01-24 /
Getting by.
2020-01-20 /
Rims & water leak
2020-01-12 /
...
2019-12-31 /
...
2019-12-27 /
Vacation time thoughts.
2019-12-26 /
Feeling better.
2019-12-25 /
Levitation is real!?
2019-12-23 /
Tongue-in-cheek.
2019-12-22 /
Inflammation & depression?
2019-12-21 /
Up in the air.
2019-12-18 /
Break.
2019-12-17 /
Tired.
2019-12-16 /
Progress
2019-12-15 /
Cause and effect?
2019-12-14 /
Overdone?
2019-12-12 /
Feeling accomplished, and new cold exposure things!
2019-12-11 /
Break.
2019-12-10 /
New Wim Hof study!
2019-12-10 /
Thoughts.
2019-12-08 /
Weekend.
2019-12-05 /
No car, new places, and a great friend.
2019-12-04 /
Unlikely.
2019-12-03 /
Work update, and possible car to buy.
2019-11-28 /
Road trip?
2019-11-26 /
Stand-in.
2019-11-23 /
Strongman stuff.
2019-11-22 /
YaY!?
2019-11-20 /
3 wake-ups.
2019-11-18 /
Interesting notion!
2019-11-17 /
Nope
2019-11-17 /
Delayed gratification, and a night out.
2019-11-14 /
Out of the blue.
2019-11-11 /
Saunas, and a PhD.
2019-11-10 /
Thoughts & happenings.
2019-11-09 /
Show to go.
2019-11-06 /
Update on fender (not that anyone cares...)
2019-11-05 /
A good evening!
2019-11-04 /
Motivation!
2019-11-03 /
Great show!
2019-11-02 /
No improvement.
2019-11-02 /
Inexplicable.
2019-10-31 /
Party invite.
2019-10-29 /
Outline.
2019-10-24 /
Update
2019-10-21 /
Quite long, I wouldn't bother if I were you...
2019-10-19 /
Wistful
2019-10-16 /
Rain
2019-10-09 /
Cycle update.
2019-10-05 /
New bike & new lamp?
2019-09-30 /
Surprise!
2019-09-28 /
Windshield not sold, and partial success.
2019-09-27 /
Stuff & things.
2019-09-21 /
Bought & Sold
2019-09-21 /
Stopped myself
2019-09-07 /
Half-time.
2019-09-06 /
Some random thoughts:
2019-09-03 /
Banal.
2019-08-29 /
Handlebar solution.
2019-08-29 /
401k woes.
2019-08-28 /
Meh.
2019-08-27 /
Basics catch-up
2019-08-23 /
Self-descriptive?
2019-08-22 /
basics...
2019-08-21 /
basics...
2019-08-20 /
basics
2019-08-19 /
Self-forgiveness.
2019-08-17 /
Even the little things are big.
2019-08-17 /
No new car for you!
2019-08-16 /
Tracking.
2019-08-14 /
Test drive
2019-08-13 /
Cars, chiro, and another 'no reply'.
2019-08-12 /
I'm a jerk!
2019-08-11 /
Ignore it & it'll go away.
2019-08-11 /
Close the door.
2019-08-11 /
Missing.
2019-08-10 /
Disappointing Cycle stuff.
2019-08-09 /
Cycle stuff
2019-08-08 /
Back issues, Tracking number, and new crowd?
2019-08-07 /
Ongoing addendum?
2019-08-04 /
Maybe tomorrow will be better?
2019-08-03 /
A little good, a lotta bad, Pt 4
2019-08-03 /
A little good, a lotta bad, Pt 3
2019-08-03 /
A little good, a lotta bad, Pt 2
2019-08-03 /
A little good, a lotta bad, Pt 1
2019-07-17 /
Old cycle, New Cycle, and new car?
2019-07-14 /
Full Moon/Eclipse...
2019-07-09 /
Sort of like the Pain Scale, but...
2019-07-09 /
Please read this article.
2019-07-07 /
Reminder.
2019-07-07 /
Random thoughts.
2019-07-06 /
Meh.
2019-07-06 /
Can't it just be over already?
2019-07-04 /
Definition of Insanity.
2019-07-04 /
Hrmmm...
2019-07-03 /
Shitty end to a somewhat worthless day.
2019-07-03 /
Ghosts.
2019-07-01 /
Just me.
2019-06-19 /
Lack of support
2019-06-13 /
Insomnia
2019-06-10 /
Cautiously optimistic?
2019-06-09 /
Made it or not...
2019-06-09 /
Better understanding
2019-06-08 /
Silly me
2019-06-07 /
Push-bike
2019-06-04 /
Can't sleep (yet again)
2019-06-01 /
Gordo!
2019-06-01 /
Correlation?
2019-05-29 /
When in doubt, sleep (or try to)
2019-05-28 /
Workouts & cooking.
2019-05-27 /
My 'Special Purpose'.
2019-05-27 /
Whatever
2019-05-26 /
Right in front of me.
2019-05-25 /
Interesting read.
2019-05-23 /
Thoughts on 'me'
2019-05-19 /
I can always find an old post that (mostly) applies to current feelings.
2019-05-11 /
Cycle is back, and cold shower stuff.
2019-05-07 /
Update on stuff and things.
2019-05-06 /
W H M method links.
2019-05-06 /
A little clarity.
2019-05-05 /
For a guy who's so 'tired'...
2019-05-05 /
...
2019-05-05 /
Figuratively lost.
2019-05-04 /
Explanations for mood swings?
2019-05-02 /
An old song, like an old friend.
2019-04-29 /
Starting back, Selling stuff, Surprise meeting, and Sleep issues
2019-04-28 /
Taking a break again.
2019-04-27 /
Alone.
2019-04-23 /
Scored a deal!
2019-04-22 /
Finding a path?
2019-04-21 /
Where is a hug when you need it?
2019-04-19 /
Dodge problem solved.
2019-04-19 /
Accomplished.
2019-04-18 /
Point of View
2019-04-17 /
Rock & a hard place.
2019-04-17 /
Playlist #1
2019-04-16 /
Another sleep-reduced night?
2019-04-15 /
Disconnect(ed).
2019-04-14 /
Clearing out.
2019-04-11 /
Gma's passed on.
2019-04-09 /
[placeholder]
2019-03-07 /
More change than I thought.
2019-03-04 /
Goals
2019-03-03 /
Another family health issue.
2019-03-01 /
Monthly Goals.
2019-02-28 /
Better than expected.
2019-02-26 /
New coping method, training, and visiting gma
2019-02-25 /
Uncomfortable
2019-02-24 /
Time heals nothing.
2019-02-24 /
Sad visit.
2019-02-23 /
Undesireable consistency.
2019-02-18 /
Question?
2019-02-16 /
Reorganizing
2019-02-14 /
Saying goodbye to saying goodbye.
2019-02-13 /
Stop it now!
2019-02-12 /
Too much?
2019-02-10 /
Mood music?
2019-02-10 /
Lakeshore, realization, and gratitude.
2019-02-09 /
Disconnect?
2019-02-05 /
Pain = :-( ?
2019-02-04 /
Back issue & an unexpected house guest.
2019-02-03 /
Sportsball
2019-02-03 /
Glad it's over
2019-02-02 /
Is it me?
2019-01-31 /
Subtle energies?
2019-01-30 /
"Fine weather we're having!" and Dry February?
2019-01-28 /
zomg2trd...
2019-01-25 /
Weights, snow, health, and IF
2019-01-23 /
Worry.
2019-01-23 /
Problem identified?
2019-01-21 /
Stress manifests in the body.
2019-01-20 /
Introvert's lament, pt2.
2019-01-20 /
Introvert's lament.
2019-01-16 /
Good news / bad news.
2019-01-14 /
Chilly evening.
2019-01-13 /
Friendship articles.
2019-01-12 /
Depth Year.
2019-01-10 /
Cold conditioning progress
2019-01-10 /
Running, lowered thermostat, Volt stuff, and feeling better.
2019-01-07 /
You Can Never Go Home...
2019-01-07 /
'Wog', Cold Shower Challenge, possible new car, and travel finances
2019-01-05 /
Cold Shower Challenge!
2019-01-05 /
Opportunity costs of travel expenses.
2019-01-03 /
Vindication, and a surprise.
2019-01-02 /
Workouts & Merit "increase"?
2019-01-01 /
Step 1.
2019-01-01 /
Disappointed, but not surprised.
2019-01-01 /
HNY
2018-12-31 /
Wrote the local gal.
2018-12-31 /
On second thought...
2018-12-30 /
NYE thoughts.
2018-12-29 /
99th.
2018-12-29 /
We should have the choice!
2018-12-28 /
Moving on?
2018-12-25 /
Dating site dilemma.
2018-12-25 /
Multi-topic.
2018-12-24 /
Happy bah humbug.
2018-12-22 /
Family medical issue, and a meet-up.
2018-12-22 /
Change of scene.
2018-12-20 /
Triviality.
2018-12-20 /
Don't take a chance.
2018-12-17 /
Everyone's blurry.
2018-12-16 /
Chance meeting.
2018-12-15 /
WHM, and FG 1 yr anniversary event
2018-12-11 /
2nd thoughts
2018-12-03 /
Sense of purpose.
2018-11-24 /
House repairs, and getting away.
2018-11-23 /
Night out
2018-11-21 /
Situation avoided.
2018-11-20 /
Reminders
2018-11-17 /
Time to kill, figuratively speaking.
11/10/18 /
Empty friends.
2018-11-09 /
This is really a thing?
2018-11-05 /
Irritated
2018-11-03 /
Fucking X-mas music.
2018-10-27 /
Thoughts on a new path.
2018-10-24 /
Meh.
2018-09-07 /
Mechanic, show & family.
2018-09-07 /
Memories.
2018-09-05 /
There is no logic in this place.
2018-09-04 /
Mr. Negativity
2018-09-04 /
Steppin' out.
2018-09-04 /
If only...
2018-09-02 /
Tough day.
2018-08-28 /
bar-friend b-day
2018-08-27 /
Sleep deprived.
2018-08-27 /
Never-ending?
2018-08-26 /
Hey, fat man!
2018-08-24 /
:-(
2018-08-20 /
I little bit of reason returns.
2018-08-19 /
Rant at my stupid fucking self.
2018-08-17 /
5 point update.
2018-08-15 /
Invalid reason
2018-08-14 /
False Friends
2018-08-12 /
turn the page
2018-08-11 /
9 months to go
2018-08-08 /
New dining set!
2018-08-05 /
Isolated again.
2018-08-01 /
Uncle J
2018-07-28 /
What attic insulation?
2018-07-14 /
Ow?
2018-07-11 /
Matador!
2018-07-09 /
Eye of the storm
2018-07-08 /
How I feel tonight.
2018-07-07 /
Max lifts, and clumsiness.
2018-07-04 /
Dating subscription?
2018-07-02 /
Changing places.
2018-07-01 /
Dodge work
2018-06-29 /
Another solo vacation.
2018-06-27 /
Minimalism, again.
2018-06-25 /
Car progress.
2018-06-23 /
Hyperfocus.
2018-06-20 /
Mod furnishings
2018-06-12 /
flip-side
2018-06-09 /
The countdown has begun.
2018-06-09 /
Family visit and no reply.
2018-06-06 /
Mutual like.
2018-06-03 /
Mixed content security issue.
2018-05-27 /
Wrong path
2018-05-26 /
Fool to cry
2018-05-23 /
Improvement.
2018-05-21 /
Progress?
2018-05-20 /
Wish it was next week or something.
2018-05-20 /
I think it really is pointless.
2018-05-19 /
Plus-Minus
2018-05-09 /
Bye, puppers...
2018-05-05 /
Garage & riding.
2018-04-30 /
Canadia, supplements, PMW, and a German Castle.
2018-04-29 /
no time
2018-04-28 /
Autism graphic, PMW, and a day-trip
2018-04-19 /
Might take a chance?
2018-04-14 /
What might have been?
2018-04-13 /
Outings & skipped workouts
2018-04-12 /
Willpower test.
2018-04-08 /
After-thoughts
2018-04-08 /
Definition of insanity?
2018-04-07 /
...
2018-04-01 /
Personal improvement?
2018-03-30 /
Minor accomplishments
2018-03-28 /
One work day.
2018-03-22 /
Out-of-Towners.
2018-03-18 /
Germany
2018-03-16 /
Letting go.
2018-03-16 /
Gone, gone, gone...
2018-03-13 /
Date set.
2018-03-11 /
Watching and Waiting..
2018-03-10 /
...
2018-02-26 /
Primitive Technology
2018-02-20 /
"Go home, Michigan, you're drunk!"
2018-02-18 /
Meh?
2018-02-17 /
Waste of time.
2018-02-14 /
Not worth it.
2018-02-13 /
... and irritated.
2018-02-12 /
Translators, and house sale B.S.
2018-02-10 /
Disconnect
2018-02-10 /
Misunderstood
2018-02-08 /
So annoyed.
2018-02-07 /
Corrupt pest inspectors.
2018-02-06 /
Next step.
2018-02-04 /
Privilege?
2018-02-03 /
Grudging acceptance - real estate style.
2018-02-02 /
Dream interpretation, end of an era, and downtown art.
2018-01-31 /
Familiarity.
2018-01-22 /
Call-off & nice gesture
2018-01-20 /
Moral: don't celebrate B-days.
2018-01-11 /
4 points
2018-01-10 /
Old house, and new approach.
2018-01-07 /
Old House problem!
2017-12-29 /
Changed my mind
2017-12-26 /
Ugh.
2017-12-23 /
Minor injury.
2017-12-22 /
Work issue while on vacation, and no change.
2017-12-17 /
In between.
2017-12-16 /
Correction/clarification.
2017-12-15 /
Social misfit.
2017-12-13 /
Musical hero gone.
2017-12-12 /
2nd guessing
2017-12-09 /
Complete surprise
2017-12-08 /
Not looking forward...
2017-11-12 /
Just don't get it...
2017-11-06 /
Profile name
2017-11-05 /
No discernable reason
2017-11-02 /
Rambling - sale house, new house, workouts, health
2017-10-25 /
Listing.
2017-10-11 /
Forgot one.
2017-10-10 /
Carpet Dust, Dating Profile, and old local alt-rock.
2017-09-28 /
Long, bullet-point entry.
2017-09-19 /
House & Interpersonal stuff
2017-09-09 /
Moving update II
2017-09-04 /
Moving update.
2017-09-02 /
A goodbye of sorts.
2017-08-31 /
So.....
2017-08-28 /
Not enough progress.
2017-08-23 /
New house update, and finances.
2017-08-20 /
Over it.
2017-08-19 /
Nice ride, and avoidance.
2017-08-19 /
From "Updated" to "Outdated".
2017-08-19 /
Not much going on.
2017-08-13 /
Thanks for nothing.
2017-08-11 /
I survived.
2017-08-06 /
"When you label me, you negate me" (or not)?
2017-07-27 /
House dates & Dodge exhaust
2017-07-21 /
More house/finance updates.
2017-07-15 /
Projects update.
2017-07-06 /
Good news!
2017-07-05 /
An actual great day!
2017-07-04 /
Day of disappointment.
2017-07-04 /
Another "no" house.
2017-07-03 /
Maybe the reason the show was cancelled?
2017-07-03 /
Possible house?
2017-07-01 /
Good start to a bad week?
2017-06-29 /
Vehicle stuff.
2017-06-26 /
List.
2017-06-20 /
Subconscious?
2017-06-18 /
Eeyore's friends.
2017-06-15 /
Hyperfocus?
2017-06-13 /
Assorted mild negativity.
2017-06-06 /
Being responsible.
2017-05-31 /
Pathetic.
2017-05-30 /
Yeah, I know better.
2017-05-29 /
A compliment, and reflection.
2017-05-28 /
Lack of willpower, or lack of friends?
2017-05-27 /
Duality.
2017-05-16 /
Sirens.
2017-05-09 /
More progress, cycle repair, & music.
2017-05-08 /
Dodge progress.
2017-05-06 /
If it's not one thing...
2017-05-05 /
Solicitation of advice!?
2017-05-05 /
Relationship goals.
2017-05-02 /
Resp infection.
2017-05-01 /
Art girl @ Well.
2017-04-30 /
Cable repair, family issues & open mic?
2017-04-28 /
Car progress & back to lifting.
2017-04-28 /
Clutch cable.
2017-04-27 /
Coffee
2017-04-21 /
Turned a corner, hopefully.
2017-04-18 /
Stupid work conference.
2017-04-14 /
Another empty anniversary.
2017-03-23 /
...because reasons.
/
I'm a heel.
2017-2-26 /
CC - explanation, and dating thoughts.
/
Oh well
/
It never improves.
/
If only I'd read this years ago.
/
And so it begins...
2017-02-19 /
No expectations.
/
Vintage tunes for a melancholy evening.
/
This weekend's menu? Disappointment.
/
Very disappointing visit.
/
Anniversary trip.
/
Temporary fix.
/
Apologies.
/
Might have to give up.
/
Ok, back to "normal".
2017-01-31 /
Impending visit!?
2017-01-29 /
False hope?
2017-01-25 /
Why do I feel (wrong/bad/guilty?) about posting this? I almost don't want to.
2017-01-24 /
Dating thoughts about ideals, and being hung up.
2017-01-23 /
GRJ update
2017-01-21 /
There's two sides to every Schwartz.
2017-01-17 /
Echoes of dangerspouse's phone issues.
2017-01-14 /
Not making sense, and truck repair.
2017-01-01 /
Hermit mode
2016-12-31 /
To revel, or ??
2016-12-28 /
Can't sleep.
2016-12-24 /
Umm, Ouch...
2016-12-23 /
Cleaning house (not mine), and heirarchy of needs.
2016-12-18 /
Looking for someone.
2016-12-12 /
List stuff, positive steps, new style, and car talk.
2016-12-09 /
Almost there.
2016-12-07 /
Unreal.
2016-12-06 /
I don't even know if I should be embarrassed by any of this entry.
2016-12-02 /
Oh yeah, I remember this now...
2016-11-29 /
Feeling hesitantly ok about it.
2016-11-29 /
Missing entry?
2016-11-27 /
Change is inevitable.
2016-11-26 /
I'll never understand.
2016-11-25 /
Blah,
2016-11-23 /
Why do I bother taking time off work?
2016-11-22 /
Never allow yourself to feel positive, even for a minute, or else...
2016-11-22 /
Such a powerful orator!
2016-11-22 /
My nerves, like frost on a crisp fall morn, will fade with the rising sun.
2016-11-21 /
I don't wanna be buried, in a pet semetary...
2016-11-15 /
Disassociate, or ?
2016-11-11 /
2016 sucked...
2016-11-09 /
Less anger, more sadness/despair.
2016-11-09 /
Embarrassed to be an American.
2016-11-08 /
And another thing...
2016-11-08 /
Election day disgust, and G'mas new home.
2016-10-27 /
I can't even... StepfordTart news
2016-10-23 /
car stuff, 'sick' avoidance, and musical socializing.
2016-10-16 /
Feral.
2016-10-13 /
One down, one to go.
2016-10-05 /
G'ma update
2016-10-03 /
Family matters
2016-09-26 /
"None of the above!"
2016-09-19 /
Leave him alone, jerks!
2016-09-18 /
Grr...
2016-09-13 /
Cage-dodging.
2016-09-03 /
*Sigh*
2016-09-02 /
Slight car progress, bike mileage, and a wish for feminine company.
2016-08-26 /
Aaaannnd.... Nope.
2016-08-25 /
"Oh yes, its'a very nice'a!"
2016-08-25 /
Another possible house to check out?
2016-08-19 /
Bet you can't guess!
2016-08-18 /
Offer, and a meetup.
2016-08-16 /
Return of "Angry Guy".
2016-08-14 /
Years and years. And years.
2016-08-14 /
"I think of you much more than I'd ever be willing to say..."
2016-08-13 /
Or maybe I should just go to bed.
2016-08-12 /
Chicken vs Egg, week 2
2016-08-07 /
Dodge update.
2016-08-06 /
Which came first?
2016-08-05 /
House for sa... wait, nevermind!
2016-08-04 /
Repost, and work conference.
2016-07-27 /
No news=/= Good news.
2016-07-23 /
I think this is called '1stworldproblems'.
2016-07-20 /
I know, right!?
2016-07-19 /
Can you identify?
2016-07-14 /
Less than a day.
2016-07-14 /
Sleep helped.
2016-07-13 /
You can't shut off the little voice in your head...
2016-07-13 /
"Yeah, I don't think so!" - Life
2016-07-12 /
The bitter taste of disappointment.
2016-07-12 /
Not surprised in the least, are you?
2016-07-11 /
House viewing.
2016-07-11 /
Another (unlikely) option?
2016-07-10 /
House-hunting again, and Bo is back.
2016-07-05 /
If nothing else.
2016-07-03 /
Almost, but... no
2016-07-01 /
Health issues, and new stereo equipment!
2016-06-30 /
I'm house painter!
2016-06-28 /
Things.
2016-06-22 /
All teh 'mehs'
2016-06-21 /
Androgyny.
2016-06-19 /
It's raining what?
2016-06-19 /
Work update, "and no singing!"
2016-06-16 /
Hocus Pocus - Focus
2016-06-14 /
At a loss.
2016-06-10 /
Quantifying solitude.
2016-06-08 /
More death for my town.
2016-06-07 /
Uneasy feeling, and books in dreams
2016-06-07 /
Either/Or
2016-05-30 /
Dodge, Viv, and broken record.
2016-05-27 /
Moar schtuff.
2016-05-25 /
Lots o'update!
2016-05-18 /
House painting and back in the groove.
2016-04-11 /
Figuratively fucked.
2016-04-06 /
Fluctuation.
2016-04-05 /
Confirmed.
2016-04-04 /
Sonuva...
2016-04-02 /
Alone Again, Naturally.
2016-04-01 /
The Silver Futon.
2016-04-01 /
Lost cause
2016-03-29 /
Ugh.
2016-03-20 /
Strongman, Go match, new songs, and engagement!?
2016-03-17 /
Solo Open Mic.
2016-03-16 /
Dullard.
2016-03-15 /
Don't know what else to say.
2016-03-13 /
How many times?
2016-03-13 /
Chinese Go!
2016-03-11 /
Lost another.
2016-03-01 /
Why care?
2016-02-29 /
Completely ridiculous rant.
2016-02-28 /
ELO night.
2016-02-27 /
Really fricken annoyed.
2016-02-27 /
Open Mic #2, drinking, Strongman, and dating question.
2016-02-24 /
No room for anger.
2016-02-23 /
Most, if not all...
2016-02-22 /
Hope I don't forget it all by then.
2016-02-13 /
Temporary fix, extra day of rest, and A2 weather.
2016-02-12 /
Lucky bad luck.
2016-02-12 /
Chance encounter, and other dross.
2016-02-06 /
Long but positive update.
2016-01-31 /
Better Person?
2016-01-25 /
Projects & routine
2016-01-21 /
no update.
2016-01-18 /
I keep forgettin'.
2016-01-17 /
Might as well keep trying?
2016-01-16 /
Empty
2016-01-15 /
Another one gone...
2016-01-14 /
Something's better than nothing, right?
2016-01-14 /
Another gone...
2016-01-14 /
Loss of a Legend.
2016-01-02 /
Cycle weather.
2016-01-02 /
Weird things afoot.
2015-12-31 /
NYE wishes (no, not resolutions).
2015-12-30 /
Almost.
2015-12-28 /
RIP Lemmy...
2015-12-24 /
Well, *I* thought it was funny...
2015-12-23 /
Low Energy.
2015-12-23 /
Needy.
2015-12-20 /
Verbosity.
2015-12-19 /
When waking is a new beginning, can we opt for not waking?
2015-12-18 /
Were I to extrapolate, I'd have to say, "Never".
2015-11-24 /
Found money, and lists.
2015-11-22 /
Not surprisingly...
2015-11-21 /
The inexplicable, explained.
2015-11-15 /
Too many pics...
2015-11-07 /
Wasted trip, and things to do?
2015-11-04 /
Balance?
2015-11-01 /
Just say no.
2015-10-31 /
Maybe next week.
2015-10-26 /
Minor injury.
2015-10-23 /
Rebuilder update.
2015-10-22 /
Confrontation imminent.
2015-10-21 /
Happy Back to the Future Day!
2015-10-19 /
Matador & 8-bit music pics!
2015-10-12 /
Trying to focus on the good.
2015-10-07 /
Chronic.
2015-10-06 /
Update about not updating.
2015-09-26 /
New record player, music news, Dodge work, and Träume von Deutschland.
2015-09-24 /
"What to do?" - vacation edition.
2015-09-19 /
ITLAPD!
2015-09-18 /
Stupid...
2015-09-15 /
Weekend stuff.
2015-09-07 /
Subconscious carryover from the going away party?
2015-09-02 /
Try to remember.
2015-09-02 /
Seems I appreciate everyone but me.
2015-09-01 /
Car progress, no contest, author death.
2015-08-27 /
Trying to communicate.
2015-08-22 /
Meaningless.
2015-08-15 /
CBA...
2015-08-15 /
Sometimes I wish people hated me.
2015-08-11 /
Thanks, Obama...
2015-08-11 /
Sad about an old friend.
2015-08-08 /
Loss, and unrelated progress.
2015-08-02 /
Buried treasure!
2015-07-27 /
Random stuff update (long)!
2015-07-26 /
Tired of feeling hopeless.
2015-07-22 /
Did you hear?
2015-07-17 /
Peace sells...
2015-07-08 /
Somebody's g/f.
2015-07-05 /
Mower, Cycle ride, and "Satire but true".
2015-07-02 /
Slacker.
2015-06-30 /
Figures...
2015-06-30 /
Not...
2015-06-27 /
Out of character.
2015-06-26 /
Happy & Sad.
2015-06-24 /
Family stress, and "max lifts" talk.
2015-06-23 /
Meh.
2015-06-22 /
Oh yeah - "testing maxes" week.
2015-06-22 /
Is there really no hope?
2015-06-15 /
Still here...
2015-06-11 /
Comforting thought.
2015-06-08 /
At times, the alternative doesn't sound so bad...
2015-06-03 /
Up in the air!?
2015-06-02 /
Disappointment, my old friend.
2015-05-31 /
Viv's medical issue
2015-05-31 /
House guest, New house option, new garage layout.
2015-05-25 /
Week's Synopsis.
2015-05-19 /
List.
2015-05-15 /
Road trip.
2015-05-13 /
Yes.
2015-05-10 /
...
2015-05-07 /
All three...
2015-04-26 /
So over this. (not)
2015-04-22 /
Frowny-face.
2015-04-21 /
Buggin'
2015-04-20 /
Replacement.
2015-04-18 /
Synopsis.
2015-04-09 /
This too shall pass.
2015-04-08 /
"Kein Alkohol ist auch keine Lösung." - Die toten Hosen
2015-04-08 /
Missing.
2015-03-30 /
Sinking feeling.
2015-03-26 /
Good news, but a hard time.
2015-03-25 /
Resto Engine - new info, & weekend hook-up?
2015-03-23 /
Life lessons.
2015-03-22 /
Resto engine? No Sale! (yet)
2015-03-22 /
sleep habits, wk 1.
2015-03-16 /
The good & the bad.
2015-03-08 /
Bleak.
2015-03-03 /
Finally getting to the doc.
2015-03-01 /
When one door closes?
2015-02-26 /
New Cycle record.
2015-02-26 /
Fickle.
2015-02-24 /
Withdrawal...
2015-02-22 /
Seriously, *you* like that song?
2015-02-21 /
5yrs, 7wks over/under.
2015-02-19 /
Melancholia.
2015-02-14 /
Empirical evidence.
2015-02-14 /
Home.
2015-02-14 /
Long Journey.
2015-02-10 /
More of the hand issue, with pic!
2015-02-09 /
Hand Injury.
2015-02-08 /
Dearth of contact.
2015-02-02 /
Question of labels, and Sad Bunny video.
2015-02-01 /
No FOMO & contact info.
2015-01-24 /
Alternate contact info for Andrew Smales, d-land creator/manager.
2015-01-24 /
On second thought.
2015-01-21 /
Not impressed.
2015-01-20 /
Initiative?
2015-01-20 /
Payroll fuck-up.
2015-01-18 /
Knockout.
2015-01-18 /
January cycle ride in the rain, and a cool retro chair.
2015-01-17 /
B-day weather surprise!
2015-01-15 /
No interest in bar friends?
2015-01-13 /
Too cold to run, back issue, and feeling good!?
2015-01-08 /
I'll bet it's even cold in hell today!
2015-01-04 /
GRJ, Viv, CC, training, housework, and no dates.
2015-01-03 /
Discouraging year-end thoughts.
2014-12-31 /
Go back one for a "real" update.
2014-12-31 /
Guessing the latter...
2014-12-30 /
What is this "love" thing of which you speak?
2014-12-28 /
Ghost, writing.
2014-12-27 /
Major Excitement!
2014-12-21 /
GRJ hangout, no-show b-day girl, and friends' show downtown
2014-12-19 /
Weekend plans, workout stuff, and my German friends' band.
2014-12-13 /
Thoughts.
2014-12-10 /
Two Paths.
2014-11-30 /
Vacation ramblings.
2014-11-23 /
Holiday invites, and reconsidering travel.
2014-11-18 /
Dreading the upcoming holiday.
2014-11-15 /
Another tough one, and an offer received.
2014-11-14 /
new schedule attempt, and saving for a house.
2014-11-11 /
External locus of ADHD.
2014-11-10 /
New social activity?
2014-11-05 /
Slowly progressing?
2014-10-31 /
Diese nacht ist f�r schei�e.
2014-10-29 /
Expected change of plans.
2014-10-28 /
Just killing time.
2014-10-26 /
Afraid to start over.
2014-10-25 /
...
2014-10-21 /
Buggin'...
2014-10-19 /
KW text, and realization about myself.
2014-10-17 /
Meh, again.
2014-10-14 /
So far, so good...
2014-10-13 /
The end of that, hopefully?
2014-10-09 /
Decision, and thanks.
2014-10-09 /
Hang-out, and decision to be made.
2014-10-08 /
Uncomfortable, and irritable.
2014-10-06 /
Different kind of guilt.
2014-10-05 /
Hospital visit.
2014-10-05 /
Finally got a text from her.
2014-10-05 /
Lost.
2014-10-05 /
Guilt.
2014-10-05 /
KW suicide attempt.
2014-10-03 /
Swing and a miss...
2014-10-02 /
Outdated Cast List
2014-09-30 /
We suck at not talking...
2014-09-28 /
Whatever.
2014-09-27 /
Fuck, I'm sad...
2014-09-27 /
Unintentional asshole.
2014-09-25 /
A little more relaxed.
2014-09-23 /
Over-thinking.
2014-09-22 /
Longing for change, and patterns
2014-09-19 /
Clarification, and Holiday Greetings!
2014-09-18 /
Living vs. Exisiting.
2014-09-09 /
Back for a minute?
2014-08-16 /
Support for a good friend.
2014-08-09 /
Strongman PR.
2014-08-08 /
Wrote this earlier - feeling a bit better now.
2014-08-04 /
Cycle ride, and upcoming events.
2014-08-03 /
Old-school.
2014-07-30 /
Missed connections, and cause of sadness (this time).
2014-07-28 /
Hello, old friend.
2014-07-25 /
Car info source, live show/msg to SSG, KT sighting, GRJ b-day & lack of vacay plans.
2014-07-23 /
Re-friending, no awkwardness, and lifting stuff.
2014-07-21 /
Data loss, new phone, and strongman.
2014-07-20 /
Taking a step back.
2014-07-19 /
I crack me up!
2014-07-19 /
Clear head.
2014-07-18 /
Good news & bad news.
2014-07-16 /
Still no lifting, and took a big step.
2014-07-14 /
Necropost.
2014-07-14 /
Weight loss, health, no FB? and her.
2014-07-10 /
Replacement entry.
2014-07-07 /
Worst. Night. Evar.
2014-07-06 /
Vinyl find.
2014-07-05 /
Holiday alone time.
2014-07-04 /
New friends needed: Apply within.
2014-07-02 /
Render me speechless.
2014-07-02 /
(Lack of) holiday plans.
2014-07-01 /
Ick.
2014-06-30 /
Reminiscing.
2014-06-30 /
Boring update.
2014-06-28 /
Quick recovery?
2014-06-28 /
Wishful thinking.
2014-06-27 /
Last night's entry, and an explanation re: people name-calling.
2014-06-27 /
Meh.
2014-06-26 /
I guess it's true afterall...
2014-06-25 /
Negative vibes.
2014-06-25 /
Avoiding self-fulfilling negative thoughts.
2014-06-23 /
Fair amount of reading.
2014-06-20 /
Theme night @ Lou's & the Dog!
2014-06-16 /
Hrmm...
2014-06-15 /
Too much sharing?
2014-06-13 /
This took way too much mental energy to write.
2014-06-12 /
Update that's not.
2014-06-08 /
Want to update, but...
2014-06-01 /
Update from last week, finished.
2014-05-29 /
Soft Rock Mood.
2014-05-28 /
How's the sickie?
2014-05-27 /
Unbelievable...
2014-05-26 /
Meh.
2014-05-25 /
Repeat holiday...
2014-05-20 /
Long-winded updated.
2014-05-16 /
Gamer-geekage...
2014-05-14 /
Here and gone.
2014-05-11 /
Great day for a cycle ride, and Mother's day.
2014-05-11 /
No reply, I'm a big asshole, and then, reply.
2014-05-08 /
No reply, and input request.
2014-05-04 /
"Bar's closed!" and pics of my old car.
2014-05-04 /
Sold truck, and explanation for "good luck" wishes.
2014-05-01 /
Shhh...
2014-04-27 /
Hopeful.
2014-04-20 /
Just as I suspected...
2014-04-14 /
Parallels...
2014-04-05 /
Not worth it.
2014-04-05 /
Drinks, not as helpful as expected.
2014-04-04 /
Considering jumping off the wagon!?
2014-04-02 /
Realization, of sorts.
2014-03-31 /
When will I learn?
2014-03-30 /
Tried to avoid writing this for days.
2014-03-26 /
A dream, and a vandal.
2014-03-25 /
Possible sighting?
2014-03-23 /
Placeholder II
2014-03-18 /
Stuff.
2014-03-15 /
:-(
2014-03-14 /
Feeling better, venues, and the sandwich shop girl.
2014-03-12 /
Somewhat relieved.
2014-03-12 /
This sucks.
2014-03-11 /
Health progress?
2014-03-10 /
So fucking tired of this.
2014-03-09 /
Stoooopid iiiiiiiillnesssssss....
2014-03-08 /
Butterfly or man?
2014-03-08 /
Still not better.
2014-03-07 /
Finally caught up to me.
2014-03-06 /
Coming down.
2014-03-05 /
Twitterpated!
2014-03-04 /
Strange "sort-of" coincidence, and a little humour.
2014-03-03 /
Random Thoughts.
2014-03-02 /
Envy.
2014-02-28 /
Women, and well, women...
2014-02-23 /
Fun with flirting, and proof I was right!
2014-02-22 /
"Desperately Lonely".
2014-02-18 /
More pictures!?
2014-02-17 /
Winter snow and sunset pics.
2014-02-16 /
A Good night, and new music equipment.
2014-02-14 /
Ruminations.
2014-02-13 /
Pre-Annual trek,
2014-02-12 /
Weights, girls, back, snow, and cycle.
2014-02-11 /
Monday meeting?
2014-02-10 /
Hanging with the new family, and talk of cute women.
2014-02-09 /
Cute girl from the past.
2014-02-08 /
Good health, but no dates!
2014-02-02 /
Stoopid snow!
2014-02-01 /
Such a slacker.
2014-01-29 /
Wishing someone could change my mind.
2014-01-26 /
Can I give up now?
2014-01-22 /
Bio-cousin?
2014-01-20 /
B-day, training, Viv, brunch, & CC.
2014-01-17 /
B-day.
2014-01-15 /
More thoughts on mood.
2014-01-14 /
Bleak.
2014-01-12 /
Nerves.
2014-01-06 /
Cold-ass night!
2014-01-05 /
Exhausted from snow shoveling, and other miscellany.
2014-01-01 /
New PRs, and new goals.
2014-01-01 /
Typical.
2013-12-31 /
Give it a go.
2013-12-30 /
Lifting PR.
2013-12-30 /
Avoidance worked, and New year, new goals (not a resolution)?
2013-12-27 /
Drama llama.
2013-12-26 /
Who turns something like this down?
2013-12-25 /
Eventful night!
2013-12-24 /
Attempted Socializing.
2013-12-22 /
Positive post, for a change.
2013-12-20 /
Family disrespect.
2013-12-18 /
No more music talk, and being clean-shaven.
2013-12-15 /
Compare & contrast: Dad & me.
2013-12-12 /
Computer, heal thyself?
2013-12-11 /
Avoidance.
2013-12-09 /
Comes in threes.
2013-12-02 /
Connection still!
2013-11-25 /
Frosty ride!
2013-11-22 /
Another bout of holiday solitude.
2013-11-14 /
le *sigh*...
2013-11-12 /
Questions sent.
2013-11-12 /
Picture Day!
2013-11-10 /
Opposite day.
2013-11-08 /
Moving on? and procrastination.
2013-11-06 /
Dating message.
2013-11-06 /
You probably don't realize...
2013-11-04 /
Frustrating "friends".
2013-10-31 /
England, part 1 of ??
2013-10-30 /
Poem of mine.
2013-10-30 /
Meh...
2013-10-29 /
No more
2013-10-27 /
Frustration.
2013-10-22 /
Horribly dry description of my Gremany trip.
2013-10-20 /
Procrastinatorsez...
2013-10-14 /
Brevity. Return to the US.
2013-10-05 /
difficulties and travel.
2013-09-26 /
Trip time!
2013-09-20 /
Nerves about the trip, and an unrelated work issue.
2013-09-19 /
It's the most wonderful time of the year!
2013-09-17 /
Cancelled Appt, staying in, and avoiding family.
2013-09-16 /
Cats are evil?
2013-09-15 /
On the mend.
2013-09-13 /
Obligation, modification, and "friends"?
2013-09-09 /
Reply received.
2013-09-08 /
Crisis averted!?
2013-09-07 /
Help request, as my social skills suck.
2013-09-06 /
Newly found old pics (not of me!)
2013-09-05 /
Mattress, new schedule, and cooking.
2013-09-01 /
Stupid holiday weekends!!
2013-09-01 /
It's a living.
2013-08-31 /
Q & A...
2013-08-29 /
The way it's gonna be...
2013-08-28 /
Where's my walking cane?
2013-08-25 /
Uneventful.
2013-08-25 /
Missing...
2013-08-24 /
New driver, a night out? and "fun".
2013-08-22 /
Unmotivated, and pillow talk.
2013-08-21 /
Overtime.
2013-08-20 /
Issues? What issues?
2013-08-19 /
Weekend
2013-08-17 /
Headache, and cruisin'.
2013-08-15 /
Goal, of sorts...
2013-08-13 /
I make no sense.
2013-08-13 /
Such a struggle.
2013-08-12 /
Can't quit this place.
2013-08-10 /
Break from the break.
2013-08-06 /
Break time.
2013-08-05 /
Forget it.
2013-08-02 /
Depression sucks.
2013-08-01 /
Neck/shoulder issues again.
2013-07-30 /
Added Pic.
2013-07-29 /
"Call me Raj..."
2013-07-26 /
Back to strongman.
2013-07-25 /
Farmer's Walk videos.
2013-07-25 /
-not a word in passing...
2013-07-25 /
good workout (PR) and I suck at life.
2013-07-23 /
feeling better, work stress and new books
2013-07-16 /
Take a chance, ya pansy!
2013-07-12 /
Good news, profile link, and "they can all piss off!"
2013-07-12 /
Dating profile.
2013-07-09 /
Possible cause for shoulder issue?
2013-07-09 /
Low expectations.
2013-07-07 /
placeholder...
2013-07-06 /
Right?
2013-07-04 /
Is there an autism that only affects the ability to make friends?
2013-07-03 /
New Truck, b-day party, and somewhat on-the-wagon.
2013-07-01 /
Want, Want, Want! New ride...
2013-06-29 /
Still hurt, and vehicle decisions.
2013-06-27 /
New cycle seat & a week's vacation.
2013-06-26 /
Bass audition, no car sale, and hanging with a new friend.
2013-06-24 /
Back to basics...
2013-06-24 /
Finally...
2013-06-23 /
Credit where due...
2013-06-23 /
Get on with it...
2013-06-22 /
Mynd you, m��se bites Kan be pretty nasti...
2013-06-21 /
Management Notice:
2013-06-21 /
No realli!
2013-06-20 /
Wi n�t trei a h�liday in Sweden this yer?
2013-06-20 /
Als� als� wik
2013-06-19 /
Als� wik...
2013-06-19 /
Wik...
2013-06-18 /
R�tern nik Akten Di
2013-06-16 /
Thanks.
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