No benching tonight - spine still aches from squats yesterday. Probably do them tomorrow, then deads on Friday. Maybe Log press on Saturday?
I keep seeing cute couples everywhere I look, whenever I go out. Gay, straight, doesn't seem to matter, they're everywhere. And I find myself thinking, 1) how do they do it, meeting/connecting with someone? and 2) has it just been too long now for me? Am I just incapable of meeting/connecting with anyone anymore? I think my mind is so used to being alone now, that I probably inadvertently turn & walk away from situations in which I might meet someone, because, well... I "know" it's not going to happen? I don't know.
A fellow d-lander has mentioned starting to consider polyamory as a relationship choice (or "ethical non-monogamy, if you prefer), and I find myself agreeing that it's probably a better choice for many people (myself included), but I can't get past this notion; it seems hard enough meeting *one* person to be with, how the hell would someone like me possibly meet more than one?
Fortunately (or not, depending on how you view it) I'll probably never have to worry about it, because you can't have "more than one" without first having "one", and, well...
Yeah.
6:43 p.m. - 2015-06-23
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