I have two things to write about tonight, one (mostly) good, one bad...
1) Someone kissed me this morning. I was lying in bed after hitting snooze a few times, and a woman kissed me, a soft, gentle, lingering kiss on the cheek, just below my right eye, which meant she must have been lying next to me. It felt so real, and it felt so reassuring that it made my whole body smile, and it felt so bad when I realized it was all in my mind, a figment of my own lucid dreaming. I never saw her face, but I can still feel her lips on my cheek, her breath a whisper on my eyes... *sigh*
2) On my way down to open mic tonight, someone ( a kid, I assume) threw a big rock at my truck & hit it. I slammed on my brakes and considered backing up to catch the little fucker, but thought twice about it. The neighborhood through which I was passing is probably the 2nd worst in this town for crime, and had I done so, it's highly likely I'd have been shot, so I kept going. Got to the bar, checked out the damage (I got pretty lucky; six inches lower & it would have gone through my passenger window), and went in to ask my buddy to look up the non-emergency number for the cops. Called them, and within a half-hour, someone was taking my info & filing a report. I went back in, but my whole mood had changed by then, and I only stayed for maybe 20 minutes, then came home. On the way back, I drove through the same area to see if I could find the house where I saw the fool, and realized I was about a block off when I told the cop, so I called back & gave them the specific house. Tomorrow I'm going to have to file a claim with my insurance company to have it repaired, and once I have the final bill, I'm supposed to report that back to the police, so they can add it to the total damage, in case they catch the guy & can press charges. The cop told me I wasn't the only one who'd been hit in that area, so they're scoping the place pretty good, and adding up all the damage the kid's doing. I'm thinking, as long as I am having the truck in for this repair, I should probably have them replace the cracked windshield too. I just need to make sure it isn't going to snow or rain for a few days when I take it in, because all I have for alternate transportation is the cycle.
Third day in the last week that I really wish I were drinking. I haven't, and don't plan on it, but man, it would be nice to loosen up & try to get this shit off my mind. As it is, I'm going to have to either watch a movie, or take a sleeping pill or two.
11:23 p.m. - 2014-03-26
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