I've been very disappointed this week, not only regarding the car issue, but on a personal level as well. I've been feeling disconnected from people, like once again I don't have any friends. I've also been having a strong desire for a girlfriend again. The people I talk to & see out at venues act all happy/excited to see me, but it's only when they (and I, apparently) are drunk. And venues are the only time/place I ever meet women, but I'm growing tired of getting drunk in search of a good time.
Hmm. I don't know why I keep dwelling on this topic, it never gets me anywhere. I want to talk/write about it though, perhaps if only to get it out of my head. I'm feeling alone again - Viv has a new man & spends all her time with him, GRJ is back with her old b/f, which is cool for her too, but they were really the only people I ever hung out/spent time with that wasn't bar-centric. I literally don't see or get calls from anyone (aside from my bandmates, who more often than not, get all over my last nerve) unless I go to a bar/venue to see a show.
Ugh. The farther I get into this, the more mental resistance I feel about discussing it. I think I'll stop.
2/3rds of the crown moulding is up, only have two more pieces to cut and paint, five left to install, then a touch up on the wall paint, and I can start installing the cabinets.
Finally.
Well, *almost* finally.
*sigh*
11:56 p.m. - 2012-07-29
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