Wanted to go to open mic night at Lou's last night, because Meg_D's band was going to be playing (and I really enjoy talking with her as well), but between the Motrin I took after work, the Tylenol a few hours later, the Zanax to try to relax my muscles, and the 1+ hr "nap" I took, I still couldn't shake my headache. I got back up around 10p, got dressed in case I decided to go, but couldn't bring myself to do it. Went to bed around 11p & worked a bunch of accupressure points to see if that would help. Nothing did, and I eventually took a melatonin pill to get to sleep.
Maybe I'll try to get a workout in tonight!? I haven't done anything since these headaches got worse this past week or two, but maybe I need to? If I can manage that, maybe I'll be able to work on the kitchen after that. I'm supposed to meet Viv tonight for a beer - she has the money to pay me back for the brake work I helped her get done on her car. I think I'm just going to get a pop or something, because I'm really not in the mood for drinks. Wednesday night I'm also supposed to meet up with the gal I ran into last weekend, to have a drink or two, maybe take a cycle ride. Honestly, I'm not really into that either, and while I'm going to try to stay open to it, I may just call off. I'm not in the least bit interested in her romantically, and while she seems to be pretty cool, I just don't know that I'm going to have the mental energy to deal with things if she gets too forward.
I need to stop by my ma's tonight, if I can remember. I haven't been over there since the day I brought her home, and I kind of feel like a jerk for it.
Oh, and I saw blue-eyes at the store the other day, but her line was backed up, so I went to another one. We noticed each other, but didn't even really say hi. Lovely, yes? Whatever. I'm giving up on the idea of dating, or at very least, on writing about it here. Maybe if I focus on it less, things might turn around? And if not, nothing will be any different, I'll just be one of those people you hear about who grow old & die alone. At least I can take some small amount of pride in the fact that I can serve as an example for others of how *not* to live your life. Gotta be good for something, yes?
9:46 a.m. - 2012-05-22
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