GRJ came to town this weekend - told me she was gonna get in touch with me so we could hang out a bit. I'd almost forgotten it was a holiday weekend until I never heard from her. Saw a facespace post from her that she was back home after a good weekend with family. I should have expected not to hear from her, and from this point, I will expect that. At least the possibility of her stopping by got me to get a little more work done on the place...
I got a text from the Gambler, saying that she was sad to have missed me this weekend, and that she wanted to arrange a phone date so we could talk, because she misses me. Really? If she did, you think I would have gotten a text that she would be in town & that she'd like to see me, wouldn't you? Whatever. I replied to her the next day & told her I was available any weeknight after 7pm except Thursdays. I never got an acknowledgement, so who knows if she got it. I don't expect a call anyway - each time I've mentioned talking on the phone (the last few times we emailed) I got no reply at all, which left me to assume she just didn't want to speak on the phone. Besides, I'm not sure it would be a good idea now anyway, I'm not really in a mood to be cheerful & upbeat & talkative.
I have to do my taxes tonight. I was supposed to do them this past weekend, but never got around to it. I'm nervous about it, because of the foreclosure, although I don't know if that will affect this year's or next year's taxes.
Oh, and I've been running into Blue Eyes quite a bit recently at the store, and it seems I'm loosening up a bit, because we've had a few small-talk conversations, which is nice. Typically, she makes me too nervous & I don't say shit, especially when she smiles at me, but I've been working on it, and I'm getting better. Maybe one of these days I'll have the nerve to ask her out, but I doubt it, Unless maybe it's to join me for a cycle ride. Oh well - at least as it stands now, I can pretend that someone likes me, which is more than I expect.
10:03 a.m. - 2012-04-09
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