I've been wanting to write, but it feels like it would take too much energy to pull up memories of the last week or so. I'll try to stick with this weekend - GRJ was supposed to contact me about helping with her car this weekend, but I haven't heard from her. My buddy JC was celebrating his b-day this Saturday. He contacted me on facespace & told me he'd let me know when he got to town so I could come hang out the the gang - never heard from him either. Hung out with Viv a couple times, she started a new (2nd) job at the local microbrew where my buddy Huey runs the open mic night. Sunday was her 1st day, so I stopped up & got some food & had a couple beers. Open mic had some really good people, and it's making me more nervous about participating, but I really should, at least once. After that, I went to karaoke at Shakes downtown, although I didn't sing. In fact I didn't talk to a single person the entire hour/hour & a half I was there (drinks order excluded). Wait, I take that back, I did say something to a cute girl who stepped up to the bar next to me to cash out her tab. Told her the bartender's name, she said she wasn't the type to yell to get their attention, I said I don't either, she signed her tab, smiled at me while walking away & said to have a good night. Have I got game or what!? *rollseyes* (and believe it or not, that was the highlight of my day.)
Viv showed up after her shift with a guy she dated a while back (while she was down south). The people at her job bought her a few beers (she was planning on meeting me earlier) and she was drunk by the time she got down there. I said hi, they sat down at a table, I finished my drink, walked over & said goodbye, then went home. I'm having a difficult time of not going out. I don't want to, and I don't need to be drinking, but my place just gets too lonely after a week or so of not seeing anyone (well, anyone but Viv a couplefew times) all week.
Oh yeah - I was also supposed to go to my sis's place this weekend across the state, but ended up not going. It was my niece's b-day, and the family also went to see the daughter of my in-laws perform in a play. I think she's just finishing up high school and will be going to school here in town next year. Really sweet kid - I should have gone, but 1) would have cost me $120 or more just to drive there & back with the current gas prices & my big ol' car. 2) was supposed to hang with GRJ/JC, 3) didn't feel like socializing around a little kid's b-day 4) didn't want to sit & watch a stupid play put on by a bunch of kids, even if she might be pretty good herself.
This is a shit entry today, but it's totally reflective of my life, which I guess implies that I'm currently leading a shit life, yes!? heheh.
ugh.
10:41 a.m. - 2012-04-02
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