So, I've got a really weird situation to write about when I get home from work tonight, if I can remember to (don't want to post it from work).
Saturday night my buddy's band played in town here & I went out to see them. I knew about it a few days ahead of time, so I invited CC out to see them, as she'd mentioned really digging them last time. I never really expected her to show, but she did, and we hung out for an hour or two. Had some decent, albeit rather inane conversation. I got a couple decent hugs, but that was about it. She looked great - I really miss seeing her, but I still think it's better that we're not dating. (Of course, I wouldn't mind another make-out session, or more...) *grin*
Looks like my postponed phone interview is going to be rescheduled for tomorrow afternoon. I have to call and confirm, but honestly, I'm getting a bit hesitant about the situation. I mean, if it's this hard for the guy to schedule time for an interview, what's it going to be like working for them? I still think it'll be good to talk to them, again if for no other reason than to keep in "interview" practice. The more I think about it though, the more I really think I want to move out of this area. Even my psychologist thinks it would benefit me. So, even if I do find a job here, I'm still going to aim to move within the next year or so. I'm actually thinking of opening my thoughts to new areas & states, but I've got to think about it a little more.
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Just found out that the company I'm working at (that I was hoping to get re-hired at eventually) is giving one of the main responsibilities of my job to a new college kid who's employed with them. I have no idea if it's temporary, but either way, it doesn't appear to be a good sign for me.I really wish I could make something happen on the job front...
(oh, btw, I decided that last night was the last night I'm going to be drinking again for a couple months. I've pretty much made it through the "CC" stuff, and I need to get my shit together again, get back to working out, etc. Will be doing my best to stay strong about it - hopefully, I won't have some kind of fucked up relapse.)
12:38 p.m. - 2010-09-20
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