You know what's funny? (weird, not haha...) I'm realizing today just how emotionally isolated I am. I mean, have you ever had one of those days where for whatever reason, whether valid or not, you just felt the need to be held? Held in a way that would allow you to just let go of all of your insecurities, your vulnerabilities, your worries? Held in a way that would let you feel safe, protected, secure, loved? In a way that let you know, deep down, that no matter what happened, things were going to turn out alright, that everything would be fine?
That's how I feel today, longing for that kind of safe haven, a port in the storm, if you will, and then I realized...
even if someone were able to offer that to me, no pressure, no strings, no judgment, just complete safety (and no, there's no one who can) , I couldn't do it - I couldn't let go.
And I think that makes me the saddest of all...
3:40 p.m. - 2009-07-14
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