New bike got picked up yesterday - it's at the shop right now being prepped for winter storage. It was a nice night last night though, so I got the old bike out for a short ride. Once again, it was a bit awkward at first, but soon I felt the old comfortable familiarity coming back... I really do enjoy the old bike.
Also, as I'm wont to do when I'm having a difficult time, I decided to have a beer on Tuesday. Had one at the well, and also got a growler to go (half-gallon, I think?). In doing so, I discovered something that might be interesting...
I had several short glasses of this beer on Tues night, and believe it or not, woke up & felt fine the next morning! What was different? Was it just me? Was it the milk thistle supplement I've been taking? Wed night, I did the same, and finished off the other half of the growler. This morning? Same thing, felt fine! Wtf?
Well, the session IPA I decided to take home was a 'reduced gluten' variety. Now, I've had issues with pizza causing digestive issues for a few years, but I eat some sort of pasta in my meals at least 3 times per week and have no issues. But it made me wonder if maybe I've developed a gluten allergy? Over the next week (before I start me next two-month routine) I'm going to experiment to see if I handle that beer better than the others. If so, maybe that's my issue with drinking!? It'd be nice to understand why I have such difficulty with hangovers now, when I never really did before (at least, not as much).
Aside from that, still not doing great, but am at least getting in my basic workouts (although I'm not doing any extra like I usually do). I wish I didn't feel like I'm still broken. Seems like most people heal after trauma, get over less than stellar childhoods, and/or abusive relationships, but I still feel stuck, and I'm discouraged by it.
9:32 p.m. - 2019-10-24
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