On the plus side, I now know that when I'm having issues with depression, I no longer can/want to go out & drink to deal with it. Only two beers & I was miserable. Now, to find a better way to cope. From everything I've read, the WHM is supposed to be very helpful with changing your body chemistry when one feels that way, which can thereby change one's mood. I suppose the trick then, is to be able to motivate yourself to actually do it when that mood strikes, yes?
I did manage to get a couple of runs done in the last few days, and got a short weight session in tonight. Better than nothing, but I still feel like a slacker, compared to the work capacity I used to have. Oh well, I'll get back there eventually.
I'm both looking forward to and not looking forward to seeing my gma again this Thursday. I hope she's feeling better & is more aware of her surroundings, but I'm not counting on it. The slow degradation of the quality of life when it's near the end is just the worst. My gpa lingered for years while his cancer took over his body, until it finally just gave up. I hope my gma doesn't go through anything so lengthy. I know she's ready to go & is tired of being here, even though she loves us. I wish there was something we could do to help...
7:14 p.m. - 2019-02-26
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