Long weekend, way too many people (13 in my ma's house yesterday, including myself). Too many individual conversations going on all at once, almost constant, 'bar-level' loudness all day yesterday, and energetic kids & a dog have me completely 'over it'. I don't want to go out, don't want to socialize at all right now.
I realized a while ago that I was completely over the whole CC thing, but now I find I'm over 'The Gambler' thing too. I wonder, am I just over even the idealization of relationships, or maybe is something broken inside me? I don't know - I feel like it's something I should explore & figure out, but to be honest, I really don't want to right now.
Might as well mention; 2 beers Friday night, 2 on Saturday, and I realize I don't really miss it. I wonder if that'll change soon? Kind of hope not...
1:26 p.m. - 2019-02-03
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