My ma called last night, while I was getting ready to go & told me that the Gambler was running late (as they cancelled flights from Chicago & she'd be taking the train) & asked if I could pick her up form the station. Not crazy about last-minute changes of plan, but things happen, and I said, of course I can pick her up. I got there a bit late (15 minutes?) but all was fine & we drove to the restaurant. As usual, conversation was easy & we found ourselves connecting/agreeing on most everything we discussed.
Something's different this time though. I'm not sure if I'm seeing her through a new lens, or if the length of time having not seen her has changed me? It's kind of like a facade has been lifted - she seems the same, looks the same, but... I don't know, I guess it doesn't matter. I'd been nervous about seeing her again, but now, I'm sort of indifferent & that's bothering me. I wonder, is it because something's changed in me, or is it a psychological defense mechanism? I also wonder if I care enough to investigate it.
Apparently we all have plans today as well, I'm just waiting on a call/text to get the details. I should probably clean the house this morning in case she wants to stop by & see my new place.
9:11 a.m. - 2019-02-02
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