Got a voicemail last night saying g'ma's still in the hospital & that she has a UTI (common with catheters, I understand). No word on the TIA, so I assume it's not an issue. She'll be going home later tonight, I think, and I may go over for her evening meal. They usually do a family get-together, and since my ma will be out of town @ my sister's for the holiday, I'll be the only family in town. I really don't want anything to do with the holidays, but I don't want her to be alone, so I'll go.
On another topic, I made the comment to GRJ that I was going to be on vacation for several weeks, and for her to let me know when we could hang out, as we haven't for months. She tells me that I'm one of her best friends, and the only one she can talk to about her personal problems, but I don't believe her anymore. Between work holidays & unused vacation time, I've only worked 4 days since Nov 16th so I've been available any time, yet I've not gotten one text about coming up there (or her being down here). Seeing how it's x-mas eve tonight, I think she'll be in town to see her ma.
Anyway, I've decided I'm not going to contact her any more, beyond a simple "what's up", (if anything). No more asking if she's free, or offering to make the one hour drive up there to visit. There are certain levels of friendship, and I think she's adequately shown me that I'm not on the 'important' list. Even if she tries to contact me today (which I doubt she will), I'm not replying.
It's disappointing, but I guess it's the nature of friendships, to grow or fade over the years. I'm glad I have this place; if it wasn't for you guys, I wouldn't have any friends, just acquaintances, and there are only so many of them you really need (and I'm way past that number).
Happy holidays from my little 2-story island of solitude. If you celebrate x-mas, I hope you have a great time with whomever you spend it, whether it be biological or chosen family. (I think it's also the 1st day of Hanukkah, so chag urim sameach!)
10:53 a.m. - 2018-12-24
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