Realtor stopped by the house to do a quick double-check, and it turns out I was wrong - there is evidence of termites, it was just somewhat small/hidden. Will obviously have to have it treated now. He also said that they'll be checking for Radon in the next day or so. If that comes back as positive too, it'll likely be another $650-700.
It's getting to the point now where, even if I get this house sold, I won't be able to pay off the new one for months, if not a year or more. That fucks with all of the future financial plans I've made, and is really bumming me out. Like, "why the fuck do I even try?" bummed. It seems like, even when I do things as "right" as I can, it's not enough and it never will be.
I guess part of what's bothering me is that I've kind of thought that if I can't have any success on the relationship front, at least I can get my shit together in the rest of my life. Turns out, that's not true either.
You see? EXPECTATIONS. Never have them. Seriously, the root of all suffering lies in being attached to a particular outcome. Logically I know this.
Emotionally? Talk to the hand.
6:52 p.m. - 2018-02-08
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