So, what do you think it means that I planned to go out for the last two nights (Wed. was open mic night @ Lou's w/Meg_D, and tonight my buddy Huey's playing @ the Dog), but each night I ultimately decided that I'd rather just stay in, relax, and watch one of my tv shows after my workout!? I'm not sure what to make of it, really - on the one hand, I think it's good that I'm at a point where I don't feel a need to go out & socialize with all of those drinkers, but on the other hand, I feel kind of bad for not going to see people I consider friends. Of course, I suppose if they were friends, they'd actually call/text me & invite me to hang out sometime, which isn't happening. I wonder; is it my responsibility as a friend to make that contact, especially when my reputation is that of an isolated loner? If I don't contact anyone, will they think I don't like them anymore, and therefore not contact me? Ugh. Friendship's hard for me...
I also love the fact that all of these questions (and indeed, everything we all write here recently) are rhetorical, with the notes section still down. I even submitted a support ticket for it, but I think that's down as well.
9:03 p.m. - 2015-01-15
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