After postponing twice, I finally got to hang out with GRJ on Saturday afternoon for a few hours. Was a nice visit, and a good, mellow time. Viv couldn't make it out for her b-day (rough day, between work & family x-mas stuff with her kid), so I was on my own for the show. Before that, though, I stopped at my bio-cuz's holiday party. Those fuckers drink, man... So glad I don't hang out with them very much, I couldn't handle it. They talked me into a couple beers, and a shot of fireball, but I managed to decline anything further, as I was still planning on meeting Viv later (didn't find out until around 9:30p that she wasn't coming out). I went to the Dog, and since I'd already had a few, decided last night would be a "drinking" night. I don't feel too bad today, but I just don't really like myself when I'm drinking (waaay too talkative/outgoing, and I always feel embarrassed by it the next day), I don't like spending all that money, and I don't like the way I feel physically the next morning either. On top of all that, I really don't like the mental state it puts me in the next day as well. *sigh*
Anyway, I ended up talking to some of the musicians there, and made a quick stop at Lou's for one drink, then headed back. The whole thing really was a wasted night, beyond meeting a new musician who goes to open mic @ Lou's, seemed like an ok guy. Didn't manage to meet or even talk to any women, which, aside from the music/musician friends, is the only reason I go out anymore. Seems like a piss-poor reason to me.
Waiting to hear from my ma about what's going on today. She texted me earlier, and I replied, although it took me about a half hour. I haven't heard back yet, and it's been over three hours. Maybe they won't contact me & I can forget about visiting them! I can only hope, I guess. I'm sure I sound like an asshole for saying this, but I don't really even like any of them. Ok, maybe my bro-in-law, but...
Think I'll get the cycle out & go for a ride again today. It's been decent weather for December, no snow on the ground, anywhere between 25-50F degrees in the last week or two (currently 35F).
Apparently, I've now run out of things to say. Oh, I'm considering putting up another/new dating profile, as I deleted the previous one. I really want to meet someone. :-/
4:12 p.m. - 2014-12-21
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