I've kind of been failing on the "not going out" front. (What's new, right?) I've been feeling a bit better though, and wanted to get out & see people a bit. Have run into some regulars, had a couple of conversations with cute girls (that didn't end up going anywhere), and stayed out too late & had too many drinks a few times (and of course, felt like shit the next day). On the bright side, I did run into some people at the Dog who have a weekly get-together for (get this) ping pong! I've played against a guy who's really good a couple of times now, and he told me about it. I haven't played in years, so I'm a bit rusty, but I used to be pretty good. He said he could see that, and that's why he thought I should come up. It's on Wednesdays, so I'm not sure about going, but it might be an ok time, so maybe I will!? It's definitely something different than what I usually do, so it's got that going for it.
Have talked to KW a couple times in text in the last several days - I really don't know how this is going to go. Every time we text, she tells me how much she misses me & how she thinks we're never going to be friends & see each other again. I don't know if that's just because she doesn't have any other friends, or if she's still hung up on me. I figure we can try hanging out again, at least once, and if things go alright, cool, but if not & she gets pushy/clingy... Well, she might be right, maybe we can't be friends then. Only one way to find out though.
Going to start up again tonight with the workouts. As I've been feeling better, I think I might be able to stick with it this time. I tried a couple weeks ago, but it was just too much to handle (depression's hard on me, physically, and I couldn't take that & the stress of weight training combined). I think I might be to a point where I can handle it again, so I'm going to try.
Got a picture message from Bo last night (after not hearing from her in months) - it was a picture of the Sm1thereens in concert. Turns out she was there, damnit! She knows I'm a huge fan of theirs, and have been wanting to see them since forever. She said they played for a full three hours - I was pretty jealous! I think she's seen them 3-4 times now, as she lives on the east coast & they're from New Jers3y. Maybe one day I'll get the chance...
1:38 p.m. - 2014-11-10
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