Made it up to the hospital to see her before she was sent to in-patient treatment. Met her mom, sister & her fiance, and the guy she broke up with recently. The whole thing was a bit awkward, but we did get to talk a little; basic stuff, really. She kept apologizing to me for putting me through what she did, which made me feel like an ass because I felt like apologizing myself. Anyway, I explained a bit about what happened that night, to both her & her ma. I guess her ma didn't realize I was the one who called, and she thanked me for it, which felt really weird. I told them about the texts, the phone call, her slurred words, etc, and my having heard the paramedics finally pick her up & get her into the ambulance. KW didn't remember any of this. The nurse said she was pretty groggy/out of it all day today, so she must have taken quite a bit, I assume. She had cuts all over her legs, and some on her arms too, which didn't shock/surprise me, but still made me terribly sad.
I didn't stay more than 10-15 minutes, because the ambulance was going to be there to pick her up shortly to take her to the in-patient facility. I gave her a big, long hug sitting on her bed before I left, and told her to get a hold of me when she was out. On my way home, she texted me, thanking me for coming to see her, and asking if it would be alright if she called me from the facility. I told her, of course it was, and that I was glad I got to see her. She replied with a simple smilie-face.
On my drive back, I got a text from GRJ, stating that she'd gotten her truck fixed (someone she knew - did I mention it broke down?), and that her boss had paid her that day in drinks, so she was pretty buzzed. I asked if she still wanted me to come up, and she didn't reply for a long time. Finally, she made up an excuse about how she'd probably already be passed out by the time I got there, that she had to work in the morning, & that her b/f would be there shortly after I would have arrived. Basically, "No". It sucks, because I really could have done with being around a friend today, but I guess maybe I'm only a friend when she needs me, and any other time is inconvenient. Whatever.
I need to get some food. I wonder if I can do that, and avoid people at the same time? Probably not - I'll just have to put on my best scowl & hope it keeps them at bay.
7:03 p.m. - 2014-10-05
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