1) I got a message from a gal I knew years ago through the discussion board I admin for - we used to be pretty good friends, but drifted apart. When I took my K3y W3st cycle trip, I took the coast back up north & ended up staying with her & her family in Baltim0re. There always seemed to be a little sexual tension between us, but she was married, so I never thought twice about it. I can't be sure, but I think she's been dropping hints of the same nature since we renewed our contact, but from what I can tell, she's still (re)married, so I don't know what to make of it. Regardless, it's fun flirting a bit, so I have been. We're all having a [discussion board] reunion next month on the east side of the state, and she asked me if i was going. I've been a bit uncertain, as some of those people are the ones I mentioned before who were bad-mouthing me without knowing it was me. Anyway, she tried to convince me to go, and I think I will. There were some really cool people knew way back then, and it would be good to see them again. And, I might get a chance to flirt a little bit too, so why not, right?
2) I hadn't seen SSG (sandwich shop girl) since we texted the other night, so I was a bit apprehensive when I went to lunch today. (I went on Monday too, but she wasn't working.) I was a bit nervous as to how she'd act towards me, given her seeming hesitation. It was unwarranted, as she immediately gave me a big smile & said hi, even took my order before the order-taker got to the register, then proceeded to go to the end of the line to hand me my lunch too! It was pretty cool, pretty comfortable, and I'm hoping that, if she sees I'm not going to be all weird & stuff, that she might decide to contact me again. I haven't heard from her since that night, but of course, i didn't expect to. I'm ok if I don't, really, but I'd prefer it to be her idea rather than feel like I'm pushing her into it/pursuing her. I'm actually just pleased with myself that I took that step, then handled myself well when I saw her again, and didn't act like a spaz!
3) Been doing alright with the workout stuff again, so I'm thinking about starting up my supplements again. I have a month (30 days) until my "reunion", and I'd like to be in better shape than I am now; although my current shape is much better than it was back when I knew all these people, I'd like it to be even better! I'm definitely going to have to stop constantly eat crap restaurant food like I have been. I'll likely stick with going out for lunch a few times a week though, because how else am I going to see SSG? ;-) This means no drinking again for at least a month too, which suits me just fine.
Hope this goes well...
5:55 p.m. - 2014-07-23
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