Ok, I'm doing my best to stay calm & not freak myself out. I finally took a step today, and let the sandwich shop girl know I was interested. After she handed me my lunch, I gave her a small folded note (post-it size) with my 1st name & number on it, that said "I'd really like to talk with you!". Yeah, it may have been cheesy/high-schoolish/the coward's way out, but I really couldn't trust myself to speak to her in coherent sentences. I've been alternating between trying not to even think about it (fortunately, I've been busy at work writing code), to reminding myself that no matter what happens, at least I took a chance this time, which is more than I usually do. I even occasionally entertain the notion that she might actually call me, but I honestly don't expect it.
After I finish writing/posting this, I'm going to pretend it never happened, unless I hear from her. Just to be on the safe side though, I should probably get the house presentable again.
Ugh. I feel like an idiot, thinking back on it. Oh well, what's done is done. At least I met a new waitress at the Pub last night. She was really cute as well.
Ok, next topic - still haven't done any lifting/exercise. It's been nine days, and I'm wondering when I'm going to feel 100% again. I had golf Tuesday night, and even that was enough to give me some back trouble (muscle cramps along my spine). I'm not sure if my lack of energy now is still from the illness, or the lack of hunger/poor diet I have now. I'm going to make some chili tonight, then maybe tomorrow I'm thinking of dicing up some chicken & mixing it with taco seasoning, and mixing that with rice covered with cheese. I used to love that with ground beef, but never tried it with chicken!? We'll see how it goes, I guess. I really need to get some groceries, I'm low on everything.
7:51 p.m. - 2014-07-16
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