Ok, I need some help. (And I apologize if I sound like a fucking teenager while writing this...)
There's this girl at the sandwich shop I go to quite often, and I've seen her three times now. The first time, she was end-of-the-line, just handing me my sandwich, but we locked eyes in a way that's only happened to me like, a few times in my life. Kind of a "time stood still" moment, you know? Was a bit unsettling, truthfully, but exciting as well. The next time (a few days later), same thing, but with more smiling, and a longer connection. Over the next few days, whenever I thought about it, I couldn't help smiling!
Today, I went back in & she was running the register. I was a bit nervous when I saw that (because I always am when I have to talk to someone I like), but that basically evaporated the second she looked & smiled at me again! I don't know what it is, but it just feels like she's got this energy about her? Maybe it's all in my head, but I can't get her out of mine. I got back to work after lunch, and was telling my coworker about her, and just by the way I was talking, he said I was all twitterpated! Surprisingly, that's probably the best word to describe it, I think.
Anyway, now I finally get to the question I have - How the fuck do I move things forward with her? I know myself, and if I try to ask her out in front of everyone there, I'll freak out & get all self-conscious/red in the face, etc. The only thing I can come up with is to just hand her my number & tell her I'd love to talk with her sometime. I know that probably sounds cheesy or dumb, but this way, I wouldn't be making her uncomfortable by asking for her number if she didn't want to give it, and if she did end up calling me, I'd be sure she was interested.
I just don't know how that might come across. For that matter (and this is a big problem I have) is that I suck at being able to tell how old someone is. Hell, the first couple times I saw her, I was so captivated by her eyes, I didn't see anything else. Today, I did manage to see the rest of her, but while I find her even more attractive now, it doesn't help in the least bit with determining her age, as she's just a tiny little thing. You remember me talking about Blue-Eyes a while back? Same issue. For all I can tell, she could be 18, or in her third year of college!? And how would it look to be asking to talk to an 18yr old?
Grr... Sometimes I really dislike my mind.
Ugh. I need to post this before I change my mind.
8:59 p.m. - 2014-03-05
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