Tuesday, I realized I didn't have anything in the house worth eating for dinner. Decided to hit the pub around 9:30p. Ran into the shorter, "cute waitress" who happened to be working, and eventually, she stopped by my seat at the bar to talk for a minute. She asked me what I'd ordered for dinner, and when I told her, she said, "Oh! That's yours?" I said yes, and she proceeded to walk around back to the kitchen & bring my food out to me! She wasn't working the bar, she was in the dining room section - I take that as a good sign, yes? Now that I think about it, the tall waitress does that quite a bit too. Maybe it's just something they do for regulars that they like? On the other hand, they've both taken my table at various times when I wasn't sitting in their section, so I'll take that as a positive!
Not sure if I mentioned it, but I ran into my sort-of-cousin-in-law last weekend at a venue, while hanging out with the open-mic guitar player. Hadn't seen her in literally years (except for maybe that one night at the Dog), but we took right back up like it was no time at all.** On top of all of the catching-up topics, we also talked a bit about my anxiety issues regarding playing in public, and, one of the things that came out of it was that maybe she, her cousin (didn't get to meet him), my buddy from open mic, and I could get together & jam a bit. She ended up playing/singing with her ukulele that night as well, and she was really good! My friend asked me if she was single, and I told him I didn't know, but I was curious about that myself! I'd love to ask her out, but I don't know how weird it would be. It's really hard for me to tell if she's talking to me because she knows me, or if there's more to it. Not going to worry about it, as at least now - there are a few others I can focus on, right?
** I did find out something interesting during our conversation - we got to talking about how well we instantly got along when we first met, and how did the two of us, with our unique outlooks on life, end up in such a repressed, conservative family? I mean, we were the only ones who "got" each other, and whenever we were at a family gathering, we'd gravitate to each other. We were always supposed to email each other to talk about a poetry site I'm on, and her music, and all of that stuff, because she didn't have anyone else to talk about it with. Apparently, her dad didn't understand why we were talking so much, but he didn't like it, and my guess is that's why I never heard from her back then. I'm sure it didn't help that she was only 16 at the time. Of course, back then, it had nothing to do with thoughts on dating (I hope that would be obvious) - I saw a kid who's creative spirit/energy was being stifled by an ultra-conservative family, and I wanted to help her hang on to it. I think she's early-mid 20's now, adorable as hell, but I'm guessing her dad would still have an issue if we were to hit it off! :-P
8:04 p.m. - 2014-02-28
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