I feel like a lazy bastard. I only hit one workout this week, and that was back on Monday. I even skipped strongman today. I just can't sleep anymore. I finished up my supplement, so I'm hoping that I'll get back to normal in a week or so. I'm not sure if this is part of it or not, but I've been doing a lot of lucid dreaming this past month as well. Or maybe it just seems like more than usual, because I'm not getting into deep sleep in the first place? All I know is, it's very frustrating.
Haven't heard from CC since x-mas, even after having sent her a couple emails asking if everything was ok. I moved her messages to a hidden folder so I won't see them anymore, but will still know if she replies. I'm kind of over it again, and may just completely delete the messages soon.
Speaking of not hearing from someone in a long time. it had been months since I heard from GRJ. I'd given up on her as well, because it seemed like no matter how many times I suggested we hang out, she'd always come up with an excuse/reason she couldn't, and I was convinced she just didn't want to see me again. I got a text from her at 7am suggesting I should drive up there tomorrow & go to a show with her. I looked up the venue online, and it turns out it's a band I know from my hometown. My first thought was, sure, sounds fun, but then I saw the weather forecast for today - 4-7 inches of snow, and no idea what tomorrow's weather will be. Now, I've got 4wd, and I *could* make it, but it's a 1hr drive on clear roads, so I'm not sure I want to risk driving all that way in this weather. Besides, I sort of have to wonder if she invited me *because* she knew the weather was bad & I likely wouldn't drive all the ay up there. Guess 'll have to make a decision soon, but I really don't know what I should do.
Oh, and my favorite thing that happened recently? This morning, my coffee maker died. Well, it still functions, but it's not siphoning water very well. I tore it apart this morning, but the only thing I could have cleaned is tucked behind a bunch of tubes & circuit boards & I really didn't feel like fucking with it. I'm going to try to run a cleaner through it because I've got really hard water. I hope that does it, because this machine wasn't cheap, and it can't be more than a year or so old. I really don't want to have to buy a new one.
11:10 a.m. - 2014-02-01
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