With all the entry-deleting I've been doing recently, I think I've forgotten to mention that I got a reply back from CC about why I hadn't heard from her in weeks - turns out she did something I've done myself several times. After reading my last mail, she marked it as *unread* as a reminder to write back, then forgot to do so. As the email was marked as new, she didn't see the next couple emails I sent come in. Once she realized that she'd missed them, she apologized quite a bit. Anyway, since then, we've been writing fairly regularly (for us), and I've even gotten a couple "out of the blue" emails from her. Seems that a few weeks back, she had a dream about me too, and jokingly told me to "stop fucking with (her) subconscious!" because (according to her) the dream was completely out of character for her.
Well, last night as I was trying to go to sleep, I had a strange experience of my own - it was a little after midnight, and as I was lying there, I was having these vivid memories of being with her in her old apartment here in town, and the two of us lying on her bed, arms around each other. It was a really strong impression, and after about an hour of being unable to shake it, I finally had to get out of bed to take some melatonin so I could get to sleep. This morning when I checked my email, guess what I found? An out-of-the-blue message from her with a time stamp just short of midnight, saying that she was thinking of me (amongst a few other mundane things). She's in a time zone an hour behind mine, which puts her email right at the end of the time I was having my sleep troubles! Now, I know that might seem like I'm trying too hard to make connections where there might not be any, but typically, once I've gotten an email from her, I won't hear from her again until two things happen... 1) I write back to her first, and 2) at *least* a week has gone by, usually two. I just think it's interesting, because we used to have such a strong connection, and knowing that hasn't really changed much has made me feel pretty good!
Anyway, just thought I'd get it in here before I forget...
9:15 p.m. - 2013-12-02
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