Well, I managed to get through the week with only one slip-up, which was that ridiculous video I posted the other night. I actually only visited this page once, and managed to resist checking updates or checking for any new notes. The only other website I visited all week was the weather site, to see if I could ride the cycle. I didn't go out to any bars, nor did I even go out to eat all week. It was much more difficult than I expected. I'm going to try this for one more week, then see how I feel. I'm still feeling pretty down, but more on the apathetic side. Still haven't been able to work out, and have been to the chiropractor three times this week. I'm going to go out right now & try to get a workout in to see if I can/how I feel. It's really discouraging to not be able to lift, because I'd really started getting into it, even looking forward to it.
I was going to write about a realization I've had regarding my social behavior when I go out, but I haven't quite come to terms with it, and am too embarrassed to admit it yet. It's nothing horrible, but I still feel bad about it. Maybe I'll talk about it next week...
9:57 a.m. - 2013-08-10
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