So it appears I jumped the gun a bit on feeling better. Shoulder/neck is acting up again pretty bad. Going to have to get back to my chiropractor tomorrow & actually schedule follow-ups, rather than taking my old approach, which is to see if I can "heal myself" with his help. It's not working; I need to just get in there on a regular basis until I'm well again. Regardless, I'm going to try another workout tonight, but 1st, I'm going to do some stretching for my back/neck & see if that helps my mobility. I'm beginning to wonder if maybe I'm not ready for running, either. Might leave that for now until I can get back in the swing of things with the lifting.
My weekly "visitor" average for my dating profile is now at 12, which is the highest I've ever had on any profile I've ever made. At first, I was kind of excited, but then I thought, "With all the people on this site, only 12 thought I was interesting enough to view?". Oh well. If it really mattered to me, I'd get off my ass (figuratively speaking) and send some messages myself. Obviously, it doesn't matter *that* much, right?
I started to write about drinking/drugs & my thoughts about them (had another rough night a couple days ago), but I don't really have the time/energy to get into it now. It's a little bit of a dichotomic subject for me, and I should probably delve into that at some point. Maybe you'll be able to share some insights, if I can.
Ok, time to go lift things up and put them down!
...
You know what? Fuck this... Shoulder hurts even trying to bench just the bar. If I don't get this resolved soon, I might just go back to drinking full-time. Thoroughly disgusted right now.
Fuck...
7:33 p.m. - 2013-08-01
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