P.S. Oh, and I just realized that Vivian has removed me from her facespace friends list, as I can no longer find her on mine. The last time she contacted me was when things were going shitty with her & her new man & I got the impression that either a) she wanted to sleep with me to get back at him, or b) she was contacting me because I'm still the only person in the world who will listen to another's lament without judging.
Part of me is glad she's gone from facespace & wants to delete her from my yahoo IM as well... another part of me is hurt that I didn't get so much as a goodbye, or "later dood", or some such. We dated for more than three years, and lived together for much of that, I expected at least a little something. I guess that's just me assuming I deserve as much, when that obviously isn't the case. Of course, that's S.O.P. - exes calling me only when they're bummed out & need a shoulder to figuratively cry on.
One of the things I like about being moderately drunk is that it makes it that much harder to focus my thoughts. If I could, I'd likely be much more depressed and out-of-sorts than I am.
P.P.S. I just deleted her from my YIM. I didn't have the courage to delete her from my address book as well, because, well, what if she tries to contact me again?
I'm such a fucking sucker...
2:17 a.m. - 2013-07-25
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