So I've been out eight nights in a row, I think. Every night somebody's band was playing. There's even a show today, but I've decided I'm not going. I'm not doing well - unless, of course, I'm drinking; then I'm quite sociable. I'm taking a break this week, until next weekend, and not drinking out (might have a couple beers at home). Next Saturday is my third-ever show, and I'm looking forward to it with both excitement and trepidation. We blew over 30% of the songs from our Saturday set-lists at practice last Thursday, and I mean bad. Then he tells us that he's going out of town with his new woman, and he'll be gone Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Thursday is the last practice time we have before our show, and he's going out of town, when we bombed a bunch of songs. I'm pissed off at him, but I won't do anything about it yet. I'll wait & see how the show goes - if it goes alright, I'll have a talk with him about whether he's committed to his own damn band or not, and whether he's going to take shit seriously. If we bomb like we did at practice, I'm quitting. I'm not even going to play the show we have that following Thursday. I can't believe we messed up that many songs & he thinks it's ok to skip our last chance to practice. Stupid fucker...
As for my not doing well, it's the same shit as always. Just goddamned lonely. I thought by meeting more people/making new friends, I might be able to meet someone through their friends - thing is, it hasn't resulted in any invitations to hang out, other than at bar nights. I'm sick of bars. For now though, it's still bars or solitude at home. Wish I had some *real* friends around here...
5:29 p.m. - 2012-08-19
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