I'm somewhat proud of myself this morning - band practice was cancelled last night, as the guys had other things going on. Typically, this would mean I would be going out, and in fact, I almost did. I'd even gotten ready to go, but kept debating with myself about whether I should or not. At one point, I even had my jacket on, ready to head out the door. Instead, I sat on the couch to check "one more website". Eventually, it got to be after 2300, and I decided that I didn't want to be short on sleep & feel like shit the next morning, so I gave it up & stayed in. It was just after this that I started getting texts from Viv that I should come down to the show she was at, and how much fun it was, etc. I even considered it for a second or two, but ultimately, I wasn't in the mood to "fend off" a drunk girl who wants me more than she probably should. Besides, she was hanging out with a the guy from Fla. she'd been seeing for a while (he now lives up here as well, for some reason!?) and I wasn't in the mood to deal with that either. She really tried to convince me to come to the show, but I really didn't want to (besides, I had a horrible head/neck ache) and I told her so. I still didn't get to bed/sleep until well after midnight, but I still feel a lot better than I would have had I gone. That's a good step for me to take - now if I can just keep it up.
Once I decided that I was staying in (and before I got the texts) I managed to get the old dark green mini-blinds installed in the bedroom. I wondered how well they actually blocked the view, so I went outside to check it out. With the blinds turned "down" the way most people would, it was pretty easy to see in, even though they were closed. I rotated them the opposite direction, and I couldn't see in as well, but when they're turned that way, the street light in front of my house shines right in my bedroom & used to make it hard to sleep. I think I'll still move my bed in there tonight, but I really need to buy new blinds. I'm thinking of buying something like these, although I'm not sure what color to do.
So anyway, bed in the other room tonight, then hopefully set up the bike. I'm supposed to go to see GRJ this weekend, but I've no idea when. Also supposed to get together with JP (drummer) to mess around with some improv music (I think I talked him into playing bass while I give the drums a go!). That's about it, afaik right now.
11:17 a.m. - 2012-03-09
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