I don't know what to do - my irritation at work stupidity is creating a big problem with my new boss. No matter how I try to explain my position to him, it comes across poorly (English is not his first language) I don't want to get into all of the myriad "specifics" with which I take issue, but I don't know how to balance caring about how well I do my job and making sure it's done right (as I see it), and "going with the flow" and not caring so much what happens, yet knowing when I should care, based on some arbitrary "work experience" knowledge base that apparently doesn't cross cultures very well.
At least 3-4 days a week now, I find myself saying that I just want to fucking quit my job. I hate that, because I like the type of work I do, and it suits me - I just can't seem to find a way to balance what he wants from me, and what I feel I must do to retain my career integrity, and hold fast to doing what I think is right.
I'm fucking fed up. I got home from work tonight, and the first thing I did was grab a beer. I don't really want to drink, but it'[s either that or go to bed at 6:30p, cuz I can't stand thinking about shit anymore.
...and don't even get me started on the hopelessly depressing dating situation in which I currently find myself. I'm *this* close to disassembling my laptop, hiding my bank card, and becoming a fucking hermit.
I have things so easy, and yet I hate my fucking life right now...
7:04 p.m. - 2012-02-27
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