rehashing old events tends to make me entirely sad. realizing just how much pain i've caused in other peoples' lives makes me even sadder.
it's good to be in my new place and i'm happy to be here, but i miss a couple people very much, and i know that i'm really not welcome to contact them.
i talked to one of them (an ex) today, and while it was good to talk to her, i felt even worse afterwords, due to circumstances i'd have much rather not remembered. i started drinking when i got home; i'm going out now. i just want to forget how much of a drag i am on everyone i interact with.
and always remember, "no matter what you do, you'll never run away from you..."
8:24 p.m. - 2011-08-24
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