So...
I've been the most bummed out I've been in ages, the past several days. I was watching a movie a couple days ago on tv, and, well...
I cried.
Sure it was a very emotional place in the movie, but for fuck's sake, I don't cry!?
Tears welled up in my eyes, rolled down my face, and I didn't even notice for a minute or two. When I finally realized it, I felt like a total ass, and actually looked around the house to see if anyone saw me.
FFS, I live alone. Who the fuck was I looking for?
See, the thing is, I'm fucking sad. Alone. No prospects on the horizon, nothing. It's creeping back into my mind that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life, and it's devastatingly, heart-crushingly discouraging.
I don't know what to do, except cry. And I don't cry...
9:58 p.m. - 2010-05-09
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