I've been feeling surprisingly well the last couple days, even started working out again. That is, until tonight.
Have I mentioned the Gambler here before? I think I did once. Yeah, so... she's pregnant, a few weeks behind my sis. I just tried to reply to the short email she sent, and I couldn't even bring myself to type the word "congrats", because a little selfish part of me isn't happy for her. Now I don't know which is the source of my melancholy, the fact that she is, or the fact that I'm such a prick...
I'm going to try to lift in a bit, and then see if I still feel like going out tonight. Right now, I feel like I really need a drink. I'm hoping that after my workout, I won't.
*sigh*
6:10 p.m. - 2009-09-14
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