I'm really getting frustrated with having things come up that take me away from working out. The guys called for band practice last night, and I didn't expect it - I thought we were back on our old Thursday schedule, and I'd planned on lifting last night. I'd already missed Monday's workout, so now I have missed 3 days in a row. (Ok, I ran Monday night, but running doesn't count towards lifting.) I'm finding I'm not having much time for practice either. (Well, I'm sure I have the time, I just don't have the organizational skills to utilize my time effectively.) That's something I'm really going to need to work on for this spring/summer, if I want to get anything accomplished around the house.
And I'm still feeling the negative mental effects of that dream I had (yesterday?). Just generally bummed out, resigned, etc. I think I need to stop hoping/longing for someone, and just get on with life. They say you find love when you least expect it, but I've always believed that if you're not looking for it, you'll miss it when it shows up! Perhaps I'm wrong. I'm going to give the "staying-at-home" thing a try again, and hope that occasions arise that will allow me some socializing.
That thought makes me sad.
That's ok - happiness is right around the corner, right? Of COURSE it is - don't be ri-DIC-ulous!
10:57 a.m. - 2009-04-15
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