I don't know if it's body dysmorphia or a remnant of subconscious toxic masculinity, but I was looking at my recently-improved physique in the mirror the other day & thought to myself, "Finally, I look like a man!". At the same time, I found myself thinking "You're still a fat-ass".
Wtf? So disappointing that I'm judging myself by such ridiculous standards Then again, I *am* happy with my improved build, so... ?
6:27 p.m. - 2025-03-06
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