Feeling better this morning. What I realized is that what I really need to do is change my perception of the 'hopelessness' situation. I've been looking at it that way for so long that I no longer question it; it's just 'how it is'. The one thing that might actually make a difference in my life is learning to reframe my situation of not having close friends or being romantically involved with someone. I don't need to learn to make friends, or learn how to attract someone, or anything like that; what I need to do is find a way to be at peace with being alone until it changes. And I mean, truly, internally at peace with it, not just telling myself 'I'll be fine', which can only get me so far.
Unfortunately, I have absolutely no idea how to go about doing that. I could really use some unique perspectives on this, if anyone would care to share any ideas they might have. How do I reframe being alone/friendless, in a way that sets me at ease, rather than depressing the hell out of me like it does now? One thing I've shown myself recently is that once I see a new way to think about something, I can usually pull it off - this time, I'm just not seeing it.
8:31 a.m. - 2019-04-22
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