Three more days, and I'll be on vacation until Jan 3rd. I really need to get over this bout of depression/laziness & get back to something (*anything*) productive/healthful.
On the other hand, I could stop struggling/fighting for health & a full life & just give in to being a drunk like I was after my divorce. It's really much easier, and if I stopped buying the workout supplements I've been taking, it would more or less pay for the alcohol, so my budget wouldn't even be affected & I could keep saving for a retirement that I'll probably never see.
At least I'll be able to leave something to those few individuals who could use it & deserve it. Although, now that I think about it, none of my "friends"/family really do deserve it, so maybe I'll donate it all to some obscure charity.
6:39 p.m. - 2018-12-03
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