Spent the last couple days going through my gma's stuff; attic, living room basement, etc, deciding if we wanted to keep anything, or whether to donate or throw out, what to sell... It's been both good & bad - it's been sad to see the house becoming more & more empty, dropping off box after box to a local charity. There's not much that's worth keeping, and there's not much worth selling, but the worst is throwing out all of the sentimental stuff because nobody really knows what to do with it. We want to keep stuff, but to be honest, we'll never look at it, and it'll just be another box to clutter things up until we die & someone else has to go through it & make the same decision. We've taken a few things to gma, like old letters, her old 4th-grade report cards, & such, but she doesn't want to read her old diary books. Turns out, she's relieved we're getting all her of stuff out of the house though, which is surprising but nice. She's actually really liking her new apartment at the assisted care facility, too, which is cool.
I haven't been really up for soing anything this vacation yet but reading, watching shows & listening to vinyl. I've gotten a couple workouts in, but I've really been slacking & I can tell. I'm going to strongman again tomorrow, but I know it's gonna suck because of how little I've been doing - it's just been so hard to find any motivation. Even though I'm not going to the same vanues anymore, I'm still finding tha tthe only way I see anyone I know or am friends with, is by going out. It sucks, honestly, but it is what it is, I guess. I'm still bummin' about not being able to meet anyone too, which isn't helping. I'm also disappointed that I couldn't get the car running before the bad weather hit. Truthfully, I'm disappointed in a lot of things about my life. I seem to be stuck in Maslow's heirarchy of 'psychological' needs, having met my 'basic' ones..
Ugh, I shouldn't have started reading that page, now I'm even more bummed out.
Oh, and yeah, the holidays still make me feel isolated, so... yeah.
6:11 p.m. - 2016-12-23
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