Well, thought I'd avoided it, but it happened again this weekend - stupid holidays making me feel isolated & lonely.
Only talked to my waitress on lunch, and the cashier at the gas station. Really wish I had some friends to hang out with, at a minimum.
Still hurts to be alone too. I've been managing to avoid that feeling as well, until tonight. And my only coping mechanism is unavailable to me, so I have to just sit with it, or try watching something online. That works, until I go to bed, at which time my brain kicks into overdrive. Combine that with the jack-asses who've all bought fireworks in my neighborhood, and I'm likely never getting to sleep tonight.
10:15 p.m. - 2016-07-03
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