I guess I should clarify - nothing's wrong, nothing's different, I just can't think of anything new to say. If anything, I have less to say than before, as the extent of my socializing has gone from: breakfast out, lunch out, work, & live bands/events with drinks at bars several nights a week, to: work and maybe one sober live show every couple weeks, if that. I'm not even posting/participating on FB anymore either (aside from lurking a bit). And not being a good instigator of conversation makes having friends difficult, because nobody likes sitting around in awkward silence. I do enjoy talking with people I really like, but it requires them to 'kick things off'.
DangerSpouse suggested I start making stuff up, that maybe it'll become self-fulfilling prophesy. That's a great idea, but if I had that kind of imagination, I doubt that I'd still be stuck in such a ridiculously long rut.
I really feel like this is a bunch of stupid crap to post, and I almost deleted all of it, but I'll put it up, if for no other reason than to keep trying to change things.
3:14 p.m. - 2016-01-17
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