This makes three nights in a row that I was supposed to go out to see friends' bands play, and it's the third night in a row I decided I really didn't feel like it. I really have no interest in the scene anymore, mostly because I'm not drinking. Right now I can also say that I don't feel like drinking at all either, which is kind of nice.
I still need to pick a day soon to get the cycle out in February, so I'll likely end up going to one of the bars downtown when I do (or maybe take it to lunch at the Pub, or both), but beyond that, I really don't care. It's kind of relieving to not feel the need to go out, to not be suffering from FOMO anymore. I guess the only unfortunate thing about it is that now, the *only* socializing I get is either at work, or at strongman on Saturdays, neither of which is ever going to help me to meet women.
At least I'm not all down & depressed about that anymore. No drinking/exercising 4-6 times a week seems to be improving my outlook.
Speaking of dating, I think I'm going to retire/disable my dating profile. I've already written to the ones I was interested in, and not heard back from any of them. I've gotten 2-3 messages, but from women in whom *I'm* not interested, and there aren't any new ones joining (at least, not in the last few weeks). It's fucking *stupid* hard to meet women when you're an introvert with zero social life.
Or maybe I'm just stupid...
btw, since notes still aren't on, if you want to tell me anything (although I'm pretty sure nobody does) you can email me at m-b h-ar-r at hot mailedot com, no dashes, no spaces, no "e".
12:02 a.m. - 2015-02-01
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