Should have known better, something always seems to come up that changes plans so GRJ & I end up not hanging out. At least this time, I can pretend that it's legitimate. I got a few texts this morning that said 1) she'd cut the tip of her finger off @ work & had to change her work shifts to make up some time, and 2) the people she invited for Friday night can't show up now. I replied with condolences about her injury, and her friends not being able to show, & asked if she still wanted some company anyway, because I'm not going to want to stay home alone all night, but I don't want to subject myself to a bunch of drunken costumed revelers either. She said she wasn't going to do anything now, with the schedule change & all, which is basically a nicer way of saying "no". It's fine, I expected it. I always expect that with her, honestly so, whatever.
KW texted me a bit more, & she said again how much she misses me & wants to get together to hang out soon. I explained that I'm not really doing well & not up for hanging out with anyone. Said I hoped I'd be up to hanging out soon, but that I'm not really good company right now. Took her a bit to reply, but she said she understood. I just have this feeling that she's still going to try to talk me into dating her again, and there's no fucking way I have the energy to deal with that now.
I thought about driving somewhere on Friday & getting a room out of town, but what's the point in that? I don't want to go out, so what am I gonna do, sit in my hotel room all night, then drive back home the next day? That's just dumb. Looks like I'm just gonna stay home, watch some tv & read a little more...
12:49 p.m. - 2014-10-29
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