I've lost 6 lbs since last weekend. I'm never really hungry anymore, and in fact, sometimes forget to eat. Been slowly cleaning up small areas of the house as I've felt up to it, and it's coming back to presentable shape. I've been reading recently that mortgage rates are going back up again, so I need to focus and get the rest of the house completed (trim work, outlet covers, finish installing my water softener finally, etc) so i can have my realtor over to discuss selling this place & looking for a new one. I like my place, but it's just too small to do anything other than "live". I really want to get to work on my old car, but can't with it being stored outside.
This morning is the 1st morning in ages I haven't checked my facespace accounts, and I'm not really interested in doing so. I haven't seen any good bands coming up, and that's really the only reason I go on there - besides, I'm a little tired of just going to shows. Aside from the music, it's really nothing but small talk when I happen to run into someone I know. That doesn't really interest me anymore. The only other reason I used to go was to "put myself out there" so to speak, and give myself a chance to maybe meet a girl. Hasn't happened in years, why would that change? I spent this weekend reading books. I've always been a huge fantasy genre fan (dragonlance-type stories), and my old next-door neighbor gave me a few that her daughter had - they're YA books (and it's painfully obvious) but once I got past the simplistic presentation, I found the stories fairly interesting, and finished two of the three I have this weekend. I think there are 2-3 more books in the series that I'm going to pick up, after which I think I'll start back in on my massive collection. It'll give me something to do other than going out to bars. I'm sure I'll go occasionally (especially if it's one of my top 3 favorite bands) but just having an option that I enjoy doing as well will be a big help.
I haven't doing anything physically active since last Sunday (unless you count a 2hr motorcycle ride as "active"), and I'm ready to start trying something again. I think I'll lightly start back on the weights, and maybe add in some walking. I don't think I should be running yet - it just seems that every time I try to start again, things go wrong, so maybe I'll just keep it simple. Besides, walking is a great way to burn calories without sacrificing any of the muscle gains I might make with the weightlifting. Even the 5-time world's strong3st m4n would only walk, never run, as part of his training.
I want to write about the sandwich-shop girl, but there isn't anything to write yet, beyond the fact that she's been on my mind a lot more lately. Granted, I've been unwell, but I've found that I haven't really been interested in flirting with the women I usually do for the last couple weeks. They just don't seem to compare to this gal, and I seem to have lost interest in them to an extent. Oh, and I haven't run into ERin in weeks, despite going in there on her scheduled work days occasionally (according to the business card she gave me), so I have to assume that's not meant to be. Not a big deal, really, because again... well, what I said before about not comparing & all.
Ok, enough of this. Time to get my mind off her & back on my work. Besides, I'll be seeing her soon enough when I go out for lunch...
1:06 p.m. - 2014-07-14
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