In talking with a couple of band/bar friends recently, I found out that they were having issues similar to mine, health-wise; congestion, lethargy, etc. and the guy said that, every time he goes over to (pool party people's) house, he gets sick. I hadn't put it together, but that's when Is tarted dealing with some bad congestion. This was last weekend, I think? Well, I had to go over there again this weekend to help him with a house project, and now, I'm feeling even worse. I don't know if it's coincidence, but I'm not going back until I feel better. And I hope I feel better soon. I was a bit tired all day yesterday, but when I got home after dinner, I was so exhausted that I couldn't even take my boots off, I had to head right to the bedroom & just fell on the bed. Must have laid there for an hour or more, until I finally had enough energy to get up & sit in the other room, surf online & watch a movie. Today, my ears are full, I've got enough sinus pressure that the roof of my mouth is swollen, and breathing is even a bit difficult. Will go to the chiropractor tonight & see if it helps. I'm supposed to be starting my new routine tonight, but I'm not sure I'll be able to.
Made it back to the restaurant Saturday hoping to see ERin, but no dice, she wasn't there. Not much luck talking with the waitress or KT this weekend either, so I'm guessing it's just not the right time for me to be socializing. Oh, I sent KJ a "hello again" text a week or so ago & never got a reply, so I'm guessing I fucked that up somehow as well. *shrugs* It's hard to stay positive about the idea of someone coming into my life when every experience I have seems to point in the opposite direction. It's my guess that, even if someone did, I'd manage to do something wrong to fuck it up anyway. I was going to make another comparison of myself to Le0nard H0ffstadter or Raj3sh K00thrappali, but even Raj ends up dating/sleeping with someone eventually.
Haven't had a drink in a couple days though, so I guess that's a good thing!? Not sure it really matters though, when it feels like all you're doing with your life is killing time until you die. What a sad way to live, huh?
P.S. Now that I think about it a bit more, I realize that my congestion probably has nothing to do with the pool party people & more to do with the lawn cutting I did Saturday. I remember the whole time I was using the weed trimmer, my nose was running, so I'm betting it's just an issue with a lot of pollen/grass clippings/etc in my nasal passages. Maybe I'll stop out & pick up a neti pot tonight?
1:36 p.m. - 2014-06-30
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