Well, gonna go ahead and write something tonight anyway - fairly confident it's matter-of-fact enough, and not too woe-is-me.
Didn't head out til after 11:00p, decided to just stay at one bar for the night. Place was packed, and it was one of my regular scenes, but the only people I saw that both talked to me, and that I knew, were 4 waitstaff members, and two promoters, and each of those were literally "Happy New year!, How goes it!?" to paraphrase. I even posted something to facespace asking for suggestions for things to do, because I wanted to hang with people I knew - not one person posted anything or messaged me. I can't say I didn't expect it, but it was still disappointing.
The worst part of the evening was, of course, the ball drop & subsequent "couples make-out session" that apparently is a requisite when ringing in the new year. Depressing as hell. And it seemed that *every* woman there was with somebody. All good, no sweat, but I need to remember this for next year, so I can remember to stay home & spare myself the stress.
I think the part that's bothering me the most right now is not so much the "alone in a crowd" evening, but the fact that *nobody* I know bothered to text/call me to wish a happy New Year. I suppose I don't deserve as much, but it's still disappointing.
At least I can look at it this way - the new year can only get better, right?
Night...
2:48 a.m. - 2014-01-01
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