Coworker was sick last week, I apparently caught a bit of it. Never got a fever, never felt shitty, but ended up with really bad sinus congestion that migrated to my throat/lungs. Almost lost my voice; haven't been able to talk very well for three days. Two days ago was the worst of it, I should be fine by the end of the weekend. I still count this as "not getting sick" because I never had a fever - far as I'm concerned, it was just a bad reaction to a change in the weather, or allergies, or some such! ;-)
Never did get a reply from the online-dating gal. Not surprised, but a bit let-down. Think I might text Meg_D & see if she's got any free time this weekend to hang a bit. Even if she's seeing someone, she always manages to help me feel more positive just by being around. I've decided as well, that next time I'm up that way, I'm going to drop off the little souvenirs I got for GRJ and be done with it. Well, try my best to be, anyway. Same with Viv. I'm also, sometime this weekend, going to write back to CC asking her to explain herself. I've been very patient, but after the excitement she showed in her first email about talking to/connecting with me again, this lack of communication is confusing, and a bit rude, if I'm honest. Either she wants to talk, or she doesn't, but this is unacceptable. I'm almost to the point of just laying it all out there regarding what I think/how I feel about the whole situation and see what happens. If she wants to communicate/maintain a friendship, she needs to keep in touch, and if she can't do that, she needs to not contact me anymore. I've got a ton of unresolved feelings about her & this isn't helping.
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Writing about CC got me motivated to write her an email, which I've now done, and I'll be sending it (after a 3rd-4th round of proof-reading/rewording) when I get home tonight. It's either going to convince her to open up & talk to me, or possibly freak her out & cause her to never contact me again. Either way is ok with me, although I find the former more preferable. At least I've gotten some things off my chest, and I'll be able to try to close that chapter of my life. (I say "try" because obviously I'm not that good at it; e.g. GRJ, Viv, The Gambler, etc.)
Shit, I just realized I still haven't finished writing about my England trip. I was going to nominate myself for "procrastinator of the year", but figured I'd do it later. Speaking of procrastination...
1:14 p.m. - 2013-11-08
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