Went to the driving range late this morning and hit a driver a guy from work wants to sell to me. it took me a full large bucket to get my stance/swing modified, but I'm hitting it pretty well now. Think I'm going to buy it from him - he only wants $30 for it, and it hits farther than my current driver. Anyway, it seems like golfing is helping my back/neck a bit; feels like swinging the club is loosening me up somewhat. Also, the running, as little as it is so far, seems to be helping too.
I'm going to try going out tonight to see a couple bands. Also going to try not to drink, but I'm not going to get pissed off if I have a couple. I do what I enjoy, and the more negative I am about myself. the more I beat myself up, the more depressed I'm likely to become. I'm trying to learn to accept who I am, but it's not easy, especially when you don't like where you are in life and blame yourself for it.
On another topic, I've sort of been flirting with someone recently (ok, trying to flirt, I suck at it. I'm probably just being what normal people consider "friendly"). I'm not saying any more about it, because whenever I think about shit too much, I get uber-self-conscious. For now, I'm just going to try to have fun with it.
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As if I actually know what "fun" is...
6:18 p.m. - 2013-08-24
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