I have to wonder... if I had a friend, a single friend I could have called up/talked to tonight, would I have felt a need to go out?
I don't know if I'm a failure for giving in to my weakness, or if I was wrong in the first place, to try to deny my natural instincts.
I called my psych tonight as well, to schedule an appt. I hope to be doing better soon. I hope to not be dealing with this constant neck pain soon. And finally, I hope to eventually find a friend or two so that I won't have to continue to try to cope with all this on my own. (And by all this, I mean, absolutely nothing that anyone other than me would think was important.)
1:35 a.m. - 2013-08-13
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